Saturday, December 23, 2006

Happy Holidays & Week 16

Happy Holidays!!!!!!!!

Hello, hello, Hello!!!!!!


As we speak I am in Destin, FL maxing and relaxing, off to Miami for Christmas Eve and Day and then to sunny Jamaica the day after Christmas until NYE. I can’t wait. I need a vacation in a big way!!!!! I have been to Jamaica like 10 times but I have a blast every time. Can’t wait to get some jerk pork and Oxtail!!!!!! My mouth is wateringJ


No major plans for NYE. Last year I didn’t do much either. I think just dinner and then passed out before the New Year. This year I will just be getting in from Jamaica to Miami on NYE so I doubt I will make it to see the ball, orange, or peach dropJ! I will try to get my New Year’s Resolutions up soon too.

On a completely off-subject has anyone seen the movie Apocolypto???? OMG, I was shook for the rest of the night on that one!!!! It is a MUST SEE!!!! MUST SEE!!!!!!! Mel definitely needs an award for that one!!

On the love scene…………………….no news is good news!!!!J

Week 16……………………..;Let’s Get It!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Kansas City at Oakland
Who really, really, cares? O.k., o.k., ………………………Kansas City must win before Herm gets fired!!!J

Baltimore at Pittsburgh
Ok we all know Baltimore needs to win here and that they will!!!!

3.Carolina at Atlanta
Ok now on any given Sunday both of these teams look like crap and often look great. Which team will show up to play? Since it’s a local rivalry almost as big as the Saints. I am hoping that superglue is on the tips of the gloves of Mr Jenkins and Mr. White. Plus ATL has to win all their games to Keep Hope Alive!!!!! Atlanta wins!

4.Chicago at Detroit
Hmm this is too easy even for me…………………….Chicago wins!!!! Detorit can only win if Chicago no-showsJHAHA

5. Indianapolis at Houston
Another no-brainer. Unless Peyton is crippled I don’t see then losing here. Indianapolis wins!



6. New England at Jacksonville
Everyone knows my loyalty lies with #99. Fellow Cancerian and good friendJ Shout out to Stroud don’t worry we’ll be in Hawaii next year baby! Jacksonville wins!

7. New Orleans at N.Y. Giants
I still have a bad taste in my mouth for some Giants (although my phone still rings he gets the Ignore button) so I must go with the Saints to win here! Although I may need to check my wildcard info. I may be rooting for the wrong team in terms of Falcons)

8. Tampa Bay at Cleveland
Another who really give a sh**, but I must make a pick so here goes…………hmmm Tampa wins here!

9. Tennessee at Buffalo
I love Vince and I think he will be great, great rather soon! Titans win!

10. Washington at St. Louis
Again who really, really, really????? O.k., o.k. I must say C.P. is rather stunning although extremely short but Redskins win (or they need to)!!

11. Arizona at San Francisco
Both losers in my eyes but Matty has a really nice head full of hair. Arizona wins!!

12. Cincinnati at Denver
You already know…..Ocho-Cinco, Baby!!!! Although this is not going to be easy as Champ has it out for the Bengals and they are playing in that ‘torrential snow-pour’!!! Bengals win!!

13. San Diego at Seattle
Love me some L.T. and if I were rich I would move to S.D. great city!!!! Plus has anyone even heard from Seattle this season? What a difference a year makes! San Diego wins!

14. Philadelphia at Dallas
This is the must watch game I will plan my X-mas dinner around. I think by 5pm I should be on round 2 dinner wise! But I hope T.O. stomps on Philly. They deserve it. And it’s a double wammy with Garcia as the Q.B.!! Talk about cutting tension with a knife!!!! Dallas wins!

15. N.Y. Jets at Miami
Since I will be in Miami and I love the Dolphins I must remain faithful!!!!!! Although the Jets never go quietly……….Miami wins!!

Sunday, December 10, 2006

In Response to Missing in Action.....

Nope I didnt get to see T.O. on ESPN. What was he complaining about they are winning and all is fine!!!!!!! I wil have to try and ctach it ASAP! Nah T.O. needs someone to make him their full-time job way too much ego and coddling of that ego necessary to satisfy him. That is why he is still single:)HAHA!
Well its still early but it seems like a good day for my picks!!! Did you see JAX stomp on Peyton and friends!!! HA HA

Did I pick for Chicago and Saint Louis? If not I am going to go on a limb with STL.


As for college football, yes I was surprised to see that the 'Canes fired Coker. I don't think anything was his fault etc. but we'll see what happens in '07.

As for this question: Which player do you like best, Terrell Owen, Chad Johnson, Keyshawn Johnson, Randy Moss and for laughs Dontae Culpepper? I would easily have to go with Ocho-Cinco.....Chad Johnson!!! Followed by T.O.


As for running backs. I am a big Ladanian fan. But I have to say Jones-Dreww had a great game against Indy. He was virtually unstopable!!!!! I think he is definitely on the same stage as Mr. Bush and he probably doesnt get the credit he deserves becuase JAX isn't necessarily known for having consistency or a winning team or a great offense but I think in time he will develop a name for himself. He has definitely started already!

Ok I saw the T.O. thing this morning. Why should Parcells ask him about it. We all knew T.O. didn't attempt suicide so why should Parcells need to ask him about it? Parcells doesnt feed into off the field antics, ever! Then he claims not to understand why there is so much focus on T.O., its because he created that media feed. He has always loved being in the spotlight for everything and now its for everything except football. "In-house" did I just here him say that? Oh please!!!!!! The fact is when receivers sit out as long as he did last season they can not recover. All this talk is just an excuse. Look at Keyshon he has never been an ESPN highlight since he over-stepped his boundaries at Tampa and since the suspension alst season the same is happening to T.O.

Friday, December 08, 2006

Missing in Action!

Hi everyone sorry I have been MIA just running around getting ready for X-mas etc. Plus I am depressed about my Hurricanes and my Falcons but here are my week 14 picks!


Atlanta at Tampa Bay
A MUST WIN FOR ATL..........ATL wins!

Baltimore at Kansas City
I am really liking Baltimore although I bet against them last week, but that is because I love ocho-cinco......Baltimore wins!

Indianapolis at Jacksonville
Well Big Baby is back in the line up and if we weren't the same sign we would be a couple but 2 Cancers are way too emotional to make it!!! (HAHA) But since my loyalties lie with J-ville................JAX wins!

Minnesota at Detroit
Who cares........Detroit wins!
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New England at Miami
Hate Culpepper and Harrington but hate he Pats more........Miami wins!

N.Y. Giants at Carolina
Now this should be good. Hmmm I am gonna go out on a limb and go with the Giants....................Giants win!

Oakland at Cincinnati
Two words...Chad Johnson..............Cincy wins!

Philadelphia at Washington
Who cares.....But I don't like McNabb and Garcia??Please!........Washington wins!

Tennessee at Houston
Eventhough I think baseman Jones is a bitch, I love Vince so................Tennessee wins!

Green Bay at San Francisco
C.W. is the man...............Green Bay wins!

Seattle at Arizona
Another who cares!!!!! Arizona needs to win!

Buffalo at N.Y. Jets
I have to go with the J-E-T-S.....JETS!JETS!JETS win!

Denver at San Diego
D.Will has been looking real go...Almost makes me think twice on cussing him out.....NOT!!!!! Denver wins!

New Orleans at Dallas
The game I most want to see!!!!! Dallas needs to knock them out. Go Romo! Go T.O.!!!...Dallas wins!!!!!

Monday, November 27, 2006

Website

Yes I am stil looking for a buyer you can email me through the website.

Ayana

Saturday, November 18, 2006

Michigan

Well being a die hard 'Canes fan my distate for OSU is major. So Michigan wins!!!

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

XXX-Gone

Ok yes its pretty clear I am just about retired from porn. I may do one internet shoot in Dec. for Score Group but I didn't do any shooting this week in LA and didn't want to. I am also looking to sell my paysite as well with content and domain name so if anyone is interested I am taking offers! I also doubt I will appear at AVN although I will be in Vegas at the time but we'll see about that. As for tieing up loose ends I did receive a 'personality appearance' fee check for the video that was formerly my own. Definitely wasn't what the original rate would have been for the whole video but since I really had no way to force them to give me any additional other than they pay I received for the scenes I am happy with it. So basically I am at the taking the money and run option:) I m re-doing the escort site and hope to be full porn-free o to speak by end of Dec.

Ayana

Sunday, November 12, 2006

Oops I hope you Didnt foolow me this Week

Wow what am I like 4-13 on the day? Ouch!!

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Pics For the Week

1.Cleveland vs. Atlanta
This is a must win for ATL after the debacle in Detroit!! Atlanta wins!

2. Buffalo vs. Indianapolis
I am ready, ready, ready for the Colts to take a loss. So I must go with Buffalo. Buffalo wins!

3. Baltimore vs. Tennessee
I think Baltimore is looking good theses days so I am going with Big Play Ray and friends. Baltimore wins!

4. Green Bay vs. Minnesota
I am am Greenbay loyalist. So C.W. take it to 'em. GreenBay wins!

5. Kansas City vs. Miami
Should I go with Miami??? Ok as long as I don't see Culpepper........Miami wins!

6. San Fran vs. Detroit
Ok who really cares?!!!!! But since Detroit beat the Falcons I need to see some retaliation. San Fran wins!

7. Houston vs. Jacksonville
Ok I am back with my Jags and in town gto watch so go Jags! Jax wins!

8. NY Jets vs. New England
Hmmmmmmmmm who cares!!!!!!! New England wins!

9. San Diego vs. Cincinnati
I love Ocho-Cinco so it is really easy for me to say.................Cincinnati wins!

10. Washington at Philadelphia
Let's continue the anti-McNabb campaign with a big win!!! Washington wins

11. Denver vs. Oakland
Although Oakland has pulled off some very surprising wins I just can't conceive one for them today, so..............................Denver wins!

12. St. Louis vs. Seattle
Who cares, to the10th power!!! Uhhh .........................St. Louis wins!

13. New Orleans vs. Pittsburg
How did Pittsburge ever win a SuperBowl? Well they wont win this either (HAHA). New Orleans wins!

14. Dallas vs Arizona
There really should be no question here! Go T.O.!!! Dallas wins!

15. Chicago vs. NY Giants
Now this should be good since Chicago had that loss last week. But the Giants are all injured. Hmmmmm Chicago wins!

16. Tampa vs. Carolina
Hmmm, let's see. Its in NC and I think there is a cold front on the ay open stadium at home......Carolina wins!


There you have it folks!!!!!!

Kisses,
Ayana

Thursday, November 09, 2006

Updates

Hi everyone!!!!

Sorry I have been M.I.A. all week. I leave the NFL for a week and the whole thing falls apart! How in the hell did the Dolphins (although I love them minus-Culpepper) beat the Bears? How did ATL fall to a 1-6 team? The Giants (including my ex-friend) have lost anyone that is good due to injury (I say the voodoo lady needs a tip HAHA!!:)) and damn it the Colts are still undefeated.

I have been playing Ms. Handyman all week updating my home security. There have been a lot of home invasions in ATL lately and I hate to point fingers but word on the street is its the remaining criminal element from the Katrina evacuees. They say burglary has tripled in the area since then. So I opted to get all the bells and whistles and have been quite tired. I did make it to go vote but I did that last week with early voting. Yes even I do my civic duty!!!!


This week I am quite relaxed I had a great day at the Hershey Spa in PA. I was able to become a real life piece of chocolate!!:)) It was great now off to LA next week. I am set to shoot I think 2 movies and so far I am still going to LA but will I show up? I think I am really through with porn but next week will be the definite answer. The way I feel right now the answer is bye-bye.


But other than that all is well! I will be sure to have my picks up this week. But looking at how last week turned out I would have lost big-time too! So don't feel bad. Who saw all those upsets coming???


Kisses,
Ayana

P.S. to the poster on his friend. That guy is not your friend and you two obviously have (or at least on his part) some competitive issues with women. The fact that he has a history of trying to steal your girlfriends is quite telling. Get rid of him!

Monday, October 30, 2006

In Response to Week 8

Yes I must say I did pretty good this week on my picks. I must give a hats off the Jacksonville. They have much more substance than I thought with their whole defense injured. They may want to think about keeping the back up QB! And Dallas loved every minute of it!!! Romo will do well because he has no qualms about throwing the ball to T.O.

In response to some questions.

I don't like McNabb because he sucks!!! Plus he was hating on T.O. and that's a big N.O. in my book. No T.O. and I can not date. We know each other well and I too have experienced the mouth on T.O. and it is nothing nice or anything to play with so no love connection there! T.O. Needs a very special kind of submissive, catering women and I can be that to an extent but not 24/7 no matter how much $$ you have.:)!!!

I really have not had sex in any strange places. Just the usual stuff like cars, or balconies at the hotel. I love to challenge a man's driving skills to see his concentration level while providing some oral relaxation while he is at the wheel. I get off on that. I think it's a control thing:)

Well off to entertain the masses tonight in STL and to hit the casinos! Wish me luck!!!

Ayana

Saturday, October 28, 2006

Week 8

A reality show. Now there's an idea. I might have to pitch that!!! Yes I watch the surreal life and Flava of Love. I loved last season. This season......not too much:)
This week has been nice and quiet I have literally cleaned house so I vow to remain un-attached until at least mid-Jan. I don't even want to date at the moment. This week has been very un-eventful and I like it that way. I am off to Saint Louis to host a Halloween party at this new strip club appropriately named Bottoms Up. It should be fun and I will even wear a costume. I am going to be a Mafia princess XXX style. Complete with m Fedora hat:)!!


Ok Week 8 Picks..................................Let's Get It!!!!

1. Cardinals vs. Greenbay
Well C.W. didn't let me down last week so I will remain loyal. Greenbay wins!

2. Falcons vs. Bengals
I love Chad Johnson and eventhough I think the Falcons only won because they knocked out Big Ben.......I am going with the Falcons although its not going to be an easy win on the road. Falcons Win!

3. Ravens vs. Saints
Now this is one of the early big games of the day. I like both teams and since New Orleans is in the same division with my Falcons I must go with the Ravens. Ravens win!!

4. Tennessee vs. Houston
Who cares really????? Tennessee must win!

5. Jaguars vs. Eagles
Well the Jags are hurting with injuries. Get well soon Big Baby!!!!! And the Eagles are foaming at he mouth for revenge against past losses so I have to go with the Eagles eventhough I cant stand McNabb. Eagles Win.

6. Seahawks vs. Chiefs
Another WHO CARES!!! In my book. But alas I must make a pick so I am going with the Chiefs. Seattle is so boring as a team! Chiefs win!

7. San Francisco vs. Chicago
Is there even a question on this??? Chicago will stomp SF in the field. I predict record breaking games on all fronts:) Chicago wins and wins big!!!!

8.Tampa Bay vs. Giants
Well as much as I harbor animosity for the Giants I just don't see how Tampa can handle the Giant defense. Not with that new QB no way. Hell not with Simms could I foresee a win here. Giants win!

9. St. Louis vs. San Diego
Hmm let's see. I can honestly say I don't know much about STLs team so I am gonna have to go with LT and friends. San Diego wins!

10. Indianapolis vs. Denver
I want Denver to hand Indy their 1st loss. I think they can pull it off. Denver wins!!!

11. Jets vs. Browns
Another WHO CARES!!!!! Jets I guess win.

12. Pittsburgh vs. Raiders
Well if Ben can stay conscious this game it should be an easy win. Steelers win!

13. Panthers vs. Dallas
This is the big game of the day for me. I want T.O. to stomp all over Keshon. Keshon needs to sit down and shut up he is 2nd string and was cut for T.O. I predict T.O. and Romo will connect several times for a win!!!! Dallas wins!

14.Patriots vs. Vikings
WHO CARES!!! REALLY? Patriots win!

There you have it folks. I am about to do my sports book and I hope to win big today!!!!

Thursday, October 26, 2006

No Chance

Hi everyone. Nope I am through with bachelor #1. I don't have time to play games or try and figure out what's wrong with people because they are too insecure or immature to verbalize it or whatever. I am not really a 2nd chance kind of person:) ya know! So to answer everyone I do not see anything happening here. I got turned off. Once that happens its virtually impossible to get me turned back on:)!

I will put up my picks for the week soon!!!!

Thanks for all the emails and comments! I love to read them!!!

Monday, October 23, 2006

Phone Call, Continued

Ok so I am sitting watching my Sun night fav. Desperate Housewives, already slight irritated because I expected to be at the movies watching 'Departed' with bachelor #3 and he had some lame excuse issues going on......Anyway my phone rings and I recognized the area code even though bachelor #1 was deleted from the phone list (haha). I started to not answer but the evil Ayana couldn't resist the conversation went like this:

'Hello'
Hello???
'Hey what's up how are you?'
Who is this (knowing full well who it was)???
It's-----
Who? You must have the wrong #.
'Can I speak to Ayana?'
This is
'Well how is it the wrong #? Its -----.
I know who it is and you must have the wrong #!!!
Then he proceeds to make small talk about BS and then asks incredulously why do I have an attitude. By the way I did get your email....
So I unleash in a censored way my irritation and aggravation over the last month and some days at the current no contact clause. Never really did get an answer. He acted like he had NO IDEA it had been that long and apologized. Then when I asked if my 4 phone calls were received he basically lied and said he didn't know I had called, blah blah blah. For me after that he turned into the teacher on the Peanuts cartoon and I really didn't here any of the BS that came out. I hung up on him he continue to call back and seemed shocked at the fact I as upset. One thing about me though once you offend me to a certain degree and once the 14 day forgiveness policy expires you are really just waiting your energy and breath.

So there you have it no explanation and had the nerve to want to know when I will be there to visit. Not even for the price of admission will I give you the pleasure again. Did I ever mention that I am a lifetime-card carrying member of the 'Grudgeholders R'Us' club. Especially since no real explanation was given. His best bet is to continue with whatever or whoever the last 6 weeks have included because only vengeance is in my heart at this point:) But if he continues to call and play dumb so will I but vengeance WILL BE MINE!!!(Blood curdling howl (HAHAHA!!!!!!)

Sunday, October 22, 2006

The Phone Call & My Vow Of Lesbianism

Well as predicted I got the call. No I was not particularly friendly (over 1 month since we last spoke) and I did not care for the I have no idea why your upset role (after an email and at least 4 messages left over 2 weeks ago). But I will update this later but I did not falter, if anything I think I would have been less angry if he had not just called at all!!! That I could've dealt with better but to act as if nothing is wrong...........when the 1000 pound gorilla is sitting in your lap?????????? If I was that I scared you off sexually cool, if your moral fortitude didn't like my sexual freeness cool, but to not call because........?????? and now suddenly want to say hello?????

I am taken a vow of personal life lesbianism. Have bee toying with the idea for years but from now on the only dick that enters me will pay an entrance fee!!! Ha Ha. Its the only way I can mentally deal with the games and BS that come with male-female relationships. When I am me truly me that is not what they want, when I all Ayana I all Ayana I am jaded and too business like, blah, blah, blah. Monet is the only thing that keeps me from creating the next episode of Forensic Files when dealing with this BS. Not just bachelor #1 but bachelor #2 and #3 have committed offenses this week as well. When I already seeing clients the $$ I get from would be suitors is not enough to erase my memory or hush my mouth when I feel offended. So I am cleaning house. Only 1 bachelor left who has not gotten his walking papers but I will come up with a violation!!!!!!!!

I think this page is getting way too personal what do you think????

Well my best pick and biggest pay-off of the day was not a man but instead The Tampa Bay Buccaneers, who would have ever thought.!!! HA HA HA

Saturday, October 21, 2006

In Addition and Weekly Picks

OK let's see. I have been on the run in DC this week. Had a lot of fun and worked a bit too hard:)!

In response to some comments....
No definitely not in love plus like I said after this episode I am turned off. I deleted his # out of my phone and don't know it by heart so he won't be hearing from me and no I have not heard from him either. His friend and my friend are deeply in love. It's almost sickening they have gone from 0 to 60 in a less than a month. Yes he and his friend still speak. Nope I have not asked his friend anything because he cant answer for his boy so it is what it is:)!!!!!


Now for my NFL picks for the week...........

Let's start at home
1.Falcons over Steelers
I refuse to give up hope completely but if they don't produce today I just might......

2. Carolina over Cincinnati
I love Chad Johnson but he cant do it alone and with players getting suspended for hanging out the club and driving home f-ed up its not gonna happen, so Go Panthers!!!!

3.Detroit vs. Jets
Who cares!!!!!!!!!! Jets win

4.Green Bay vs. Miami
Well since I despise Culpepper and the Detroit reject and since C.W. is my boy Green Bay it is!!!!

5. Jacksonville vs. Houston
My baby is hurt get well soon Big Baby!!!!! Jacksonville wins!

6.New England vs. Buffalo
Another who cares!!!!!!! New England wins

7.Philadelphia vs. Tampa Bay
Another who cares for me but since I don't like McNabb and love T.O. Tampa Bay wins!!!

8. San Diego vs. Kansas City
Is this even a question San Diego wins and wins big!!!!

9. Denver vs. Cleveland
Another why are we even going to play, isn't it obvious Denver wins!!!!

10. Arizona vs. Oakland
I predict that Oakland will not win 1 game this year. So Arizona and Lienhart with award winning hair win again!

11. Minnesota vs. Seattle
I can't stand either team but I can't stand the state of Minnesota more so .......Seattle kicks ass by at least 12.

12. Washington vs. Indianapolis
I am feeling risky and I am tired of Peyton winning all season but never making it to the big dance so lets go out on a limb and Washington wins!!!!

Monday Night!!!!!
13. Dallas vs. New York Giants
Well I love T.O. and I want him to succeed and I am no longer a Giant loyalist so GO T.O., Dallas wins at home!!!!

And there you have it folks ma not be based on numerical statistics but I bet my win average is at least 60% We'll see!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

I Agree

In response I agree with you all!!! Nope I cant confront him because he has not called me back and I am not a stalker! But I did send an email saying that it was immature etc. So who knows....a little surprised I think but I guess he is conservative:) It was all in fun and they were al eager participants. No I don't think he used me he's not like that. There were no guarantees anything was going to happen it just does sometimes (Ha Ha)

I will definitely keep you posted but right now his silence is deafening. My egotistical side says he had too much fun and I scared him so he's trying to put some distance in..........only time will tell!

Monday, October 16, 2006

FootBall and Group Sex!

Hello Hello!!!!!

Sorry I haven't been updating I have been in grind mode!!!

Let's see, hmm.....Well I was not torn with my pic on Sun. Yeah Giants!!!!! Sorry Falcons but their offense red-zone issues have still not been addressed. Then apparently as long as the other team's defense is not slow, fat and sloppy you can sack Vick repeatedly! I don't think he has ever been sacked that many times in 1 game!!! Not to mention the butter finger receivers Whote and Jenkins were dropping passes as usual. They need to cut Roddy White right now! Has he aver caught a pass???????

Dolphin fans I love them just as much as you do but I told you all CULPEPPER SUCKS!!!!!!! Sabin needs a swift kick in the ass for not taking Drew Breeze. I see the Saints didn't mind a shoulder injury. Shoulder looks fine to me!

Denver is no joke! And D.Will you looked good too bad you're a bit immature for me:)

Jacksonville has been steadily getting their offense together but their D-fence has been on point.

Baltimore has surprised the hell out of me!!!!

The Raiders will lose every game as long as the other team shows up!!!(HAHAHA)


Let's see. I have actually been sending out my resume. I am looking into pharmaceutical or medical equipment sales. The phone has not rung yet. Could it be the 6 year gap in employment(HAHA). I am about to hire a personal coach. But biz has been so good lately and no issues I am torn. Either way its not going to be a quick transition. 6-9mo. for everything and complete retirement I think.

Relationship-wise I am glad I have several but at the moment they all get on my nerves!!!! Here's a scenario for you and tell me what you think.............


My guy friend, my girlfriend (if you get us drunk enough we may have sex but sober we are not that into each other sexually), and his life long friend all went out to strip club. My girlfriend is quite wild and with a few drinks in her she began to dance with the strippers, fondle, lick etc. His friend and my friend instantly fell in love and proceeded to dare ono another to whip out body parts in the club!!!! The alcohol continued to pour etc etc.

Fast forward to the end of the night. I knew where I was going after the club....with my friend. I also knew my girl was going with his friend. Now my friend had expressed he wanted to sleep with my friend and I already could see at least a 3-some developing. The only ???? is Red-Light/Green Light on your boy! I didn't even like his friend. Physically he is not my M.O. and the thought of it all..uh......!!!

As we arrive at his house my friend (being herself) instantly begins to strip and dance in the kitchen on the counter tops with his friend. I am sitting eating my Waffle House meal and my friend is looking at me like 'what are you doing?' After awhile she and I fool around a bit and we all proceed upstairs. There was no question in my mind he wanted to get a few pumps in on my friend and he did. No issue on my part. But now your boy is left alone and naked and horny, and since you stole his chic he assumes its ok to jump on me. I immediately stop him and say to my friend "Red light/Green Light" !!!!

That is my universal code for is this dude o.k. , because if not I can shut him down. I am tired, I am sick, I am a lesbian....Whatever! He said Green light and although I could have done without his light-skinned friend (I detest light skinned guys and everyone knows it, not white or other races, but light-skinned black guys will never be in for me!!!) I was obligated since my guy stole his chic! After a few minutes my guy decides he wants me back ad we leave toe 2 freak of the weeks alone and go off together for the rest of the night. Now I made a point t address this because it was very apparent to me knowing him that the whole orgy thing was a 1st for him and I didn't want it to be an issue. He said how much fun he had, we made plans for later that month etc etc. All was fine but I just had a feeling there may be an issue later. We just had a 3-some with wifey for the 1st time a few months prior but this was something else.


Anyway to make a long story short, my friend and his friend are now the happy couple. His friend says to my friend 'Yeah my boy and I had to make sure we were still cool'. So she is like cool about what? He responds about what went down. So my friend laughs as to us that wasn't really anything full blown. But the fact that he brought it up almost a month later made me a bit nervous. It may not have been an issue for that one but my guy has been quite elusive since then. Then I became mad. If you had an issue with it, it wasn't me who was over there fking my girl and I made it a point to ask and now 'remorse'! I am furious!!!!!!! I have been in group situations where the 'Red light' was given and all possible predators were shut down:). My question I guess is would a situation like that bother you as a man. And if so why not kill the whole thing before it started. Why am I now penalized after so much 'fun' was had on his part????? At best his friend since the 3rd grade may have gotten in 3-4 pumps. It was nothing!!! (oh protection was used by all):)!!!!!! Then a part of me is like screw you, because if you can't handle that B.S. what happens when a friend says"Hey I think I saw your girl on the Spice Channel with a dick in her ass and one in her nose"! What then?

Sunday, October 01, 2006

In Response

I have learned over the years not to even attempt NOT telling guys what I do. Because one relationship I was not upfront and it drove the guy crazy literally in the end, restraining orders etc because initially I had a regular job. I lied to him etc and it really turned out bad. Like scary bad! So that is not even an option. The only question is how deep my interest is in them as far as how long I take to tell them. In this instance I met this guy at a strip club. Its not really an NFL/team issue because in Atlanta the strip club is a way of life. On any given night you could hold a press conference so there is no major concern on backlash from the NFL. I have openly dated a few athletes some high profile some not but I have never been too invested in the relationships since they were athletes so I guess stereo-typing given a person's career can go both ways. Plus Minnesota is a far cry from Atlanta or New York you know what I mean:) What's that basball player that married the stripper from the Gold-Club in Atlanta? I think he used to play for the Mets.

As for dating porn guys....HELL NO!!!!!!! They do not operate like porn girls. Its almost like they have to over compensate their ability to 'get' women since they have sex 4-5 times a week with the most gorgeous women but those girls are being paid. So they do double the normal player stuff off camera to boost their ego. Now that should be a Dr. Phil episode. Ask any porn actress those porn guys are relentless in the pursuit of 'non-paid' pussy (Ha Ha):)!!!!

If any relationship I was in was up for decision making on a serious exclusive long-term situation regardless of who they are I would eventually have to get a job or a career in some other aspect besides being in front of the camera and I don't have a problem there but if that person wants to be with me they are going to have to either help me transition or give me the patience while I make moves in that direction. Trust me I don't want any let down either and that is NOT why I am looking to stop doing videos. I personally would like a little more normalcy in day to day life.

Friday, September 29, 2006

In A Perfect World............

Oh no. His friends etc know and we go out together in public etc. I meant I am just not getting too much into detail and don't want any outside comments to create any issues. Kind of like the media frenzy that would erupt if T.O. and I were to be dating. (haha) As a matter of fact we were all out last night in ATL since its a by week this week for them. Trust me I know the rules on that one. If you don't meet their friends/family its likely because you are not the one! My mom taught me that:). But really we aren't exclusive or anything at the moment. I think I am jaded from the last episode.

Your co-worker may be right:)! I have forced myself to start dating now so I dont get too attached to anyone person and although they all get on my nerves (some more than others) there are good points in each that in a perfect world I could use to create my very own perfect man:).

Let's see off to L.A. all next week to do my last run as a porn star. So hopefully things will go smoothly. There is even an orgy scene lined up.

Here's a thought can anyone believe I held onto the classifieds from Sun and actually looked through them!!!!! I don't know I may definitely be getting softer in my old age! I don't think this guy has anything to do with it either in case you were speculating. I think my wants, and needs have just shifted and gotten much simpler and I enjoy being at home lot now! What happened who knows. Maybe I am having the I am 30 episode. Ha Ha.

Sunday, September 24, 2006

Relationships

Now that college story is strange and I personally don't watch porn in groups with other women. Just not a turn on. If I am watching I am either just reviewing the movie or it is a preview to my own personal private 'real-life' scene:)!
One thing I have learned over the years as far as relationships go is to keep things private. He knows and no he is not married but I just don't want too many issues to arise. Its a difficult enough to accept as it is without all the nay-sayers dropping nay-says, ya know!:)

Actually my last long-term relationship was with a regular guy and he broke my heart. I find that they can not handle the comments from friend etc even if I was absolutely everything they dreamed of and more. I went out of my way to make sure he was taken care of and never felt neglected etc and one day his friend decided to have him read reviews and all of a sudden he did a complete 360 when it was 'I love you' just a few weeks before. I was angry, hurt, etc and still am so I am more than cautious nowadays when it come to relationships.

People have me all wrong. Cancers in general are family oriented nurturing people. I can not even tell you the last time I went out to a club (when it wasn't a paid appearance). I have been in Atlanta since Fri and I think I have left the house maybe 3 times. One to the gym, the grocery store and target. I usually spend Sat and Sun doing laundry, working out, and cooking for the week. I would love a regular guy that would accept me as is, support me in whatever it is I do or don't do, and be financially stable enough that if I need help now and then its not an issue. I am not seeking a sugar daddy although it would be nice just someone with at least a 6fig salary, open mind socially and sexually, over the age of 32 and pleasing on the eye. Is that too much to ask?:)

In the meantime I am trying out a new Blogcast that will notify subscribers when I update my blog. All you have to do is click on the link and subscribe http://feeds.feedburner.com/AyanaAngelsBlog

Let me know how it works for you. Also any other topics anyone would like to bring up feel free! Notice i am skipping right over week 3 in the NFL for now:) HAHA

Ayana

Friday, September 22, 2006

Group Porn Watching

Thanks for the words of support. I will spend 2007 thinking about what I want to do in the 'after-life':)

I knew it was a racial thing because all the men I know that watch porn in groups are black men:). Not that there is anything wrong but I find it a bit strange indeed:).

Thursday, September 21, 2006

Goodbye XXX

Actually, I have made a decision on porn. This year 2006 is it. So only a few months to go. My heart is not in it and I am just going through the motions. I am tired of fighting these people. I will continue the members area and escorting (since no porn the rate will be lower gentlemen) but the last video will likely be next month a T.T. Boy Classic 'Big Butt All Stars..Ayana Angel' so at least you guys can get a video with all my scenes. Sorry but they just don't play fair in LA ad I am really just a southern girl at heart that likes sex and wanted to make $$ at it. So you figure Oct. Porn production for me ends and likely all of 2007 for escorting. After that..............who knows. I am hoping to get drafted by my Giant on a permanent basis. If not I have some 'just in case' agreements. Open to all reasonable offers!:)

Kisses,
Ayana

Monday, September 18, 2006

Week 2...

Now will you Culpepper fans listen!!!! I told you that dude is horrible. The one good year he has had in the NFL was because it was Randy Moss that helped him!!!

Mr. Vick is looking good. Although I have no clue whose idea it was to not have a backup for the kicker!!! I predict we'll have one soon. That was ridiculous to miss 4 in a row!!!!!

What can I say about J-ville?!!! Yeah!!! I told you that Jaguar defense was killer. (Good game baby!!!)

Giants again another of my pics that produced this week. (I will not reveal the love of my life) I'll let you know when I retire but its NOT Strahan. Give me a break please!!!



Now the question of the week is ....................Why do grown men sit around in groups and watch porn? And is it along racial lines?
I hate to be stereotypical but I have never heard of that happenng among anyone but my brothers. This ??? Has long fascinated me. I have had brothers tell me they saw me at the barber shop on TV, at poker games, inside their friend's car, parties, pool games etc. What is up with groups of males watching porn together? Personally I find it very strange. What happens if the movie turns you on? And then how could you be turned in a room full of other men?


Your insight is greatly appreciated!!!!

Kisses,
Ayana

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Week 1 and More..........



Well, well, well let's see. I tried to tell you Culpepper fans not to get excited that game was just a window into my beloved Dolphins season. They shouldn't have cut Marcus because they may need him soon:)!

Falcons looked better. Their defensive additions definitely paid off. Still not impressed with the receivers but we'll see. A W- is a W!

I wanted Eli to win so bad!!!!!!!!!

Dallas leave T.O. alone. The fact that the QB sucks is why nothing will happen there, not whether TO keeps his mouth closed. I really want the Cowboys to succeed but that QB.......


In other news.......

Did anyone in the ATL check my girl Roxy Reynolds feature dance debut at Strokers? I wanted to go but my nerves have been calm and ended up in LA to shoot. So cross your fingers.

I did a photo shoot so I can finally update my site since I finally got paid!LOL! Here's a sneak peak of what's to come. So all in all things are nice and quiet on the home front just the way I like it!

Kisses,
Ayana

Friday, September 08, 2006

No silly I don't have anything against Culpepper for Minnesota at all. I said I didn't care for him in when he was in college at UCF. I just don't think he is that good. As for Vick senior he has people to throw it too if he learns to read the defense and quit trying to be a running back every other down (haha). The Falcons don't suck you will see!!! Your right about Vick junior though. As for T.O. I am still a fan of him but not the Big D. Sorry cant switch out like that just for him, but I will cheer him on as an individual.:)

I am going to make an attempt to shoot some scenes the last week in August. This will be a true test on whether I am fed up with porn or what. I have had about 30 days break and almost 45 by then and the company I'll be shooting for then has never given me any trouble and checks clear etc so stay tuned..........:)!!Ayana
Yeah Falcons!!!

They looked good and really won without Mr. Vick. I love it. We'll see about my Dolphins. I am absolutely disgusted with this Herrington addition more so than I was with Culpepper, then to sign Marcus as a wide receiver and special teams? UHHHHH!!!!! But I'll wait to see what happens on the field.

In real life no news is good news I guess. I turned my dining room into a gym so now I can work out right in my own house, no excuses now!

This week I will be in Richmond, VA for a club appearance with Sydney Capri, Roxy Reynolds, and Beauty.

Come and see me!!!!
I am sure you can guess who it is. Well I just read that said video will be released Oct. Entitled 'Ayana Angel's Coochie Cuttas' definitely not the title I picked. But, they are 2-3 scenes short of a full video so it will be interesting to see what they fill in with. But hey I guess everyone's got to step on someone on their way to the top, right:). I would say don't buy it but the 3 scenes I am actually in are hottt!!! Plus who knows that may be the last really good video you see me in (hint-hint).

Moral of the Story, Lesson to Be Learned.......I'll give you 2

1. Get it in Writing - if I had not been 'friends' real or supposed I would have known better than to go on verbal alone. I wasted time, effort, dreams, hopes, what have you on this more than 1 year endeavor and I still come off with a loss.

2. Never do Business with Friends - Because you may find that what you labeled as the F-word (friends) is a whole different type of F-word (Haha).

But no worries here. They are just a bit too scandalous west of the Rocky Mountains. Porn is not for the faint of heart or kind-hearted. On to the next episode....Haha!
Hi everyone!!!

Let's see what have I been up to....????? Hmmmmmm....., NOTHING!!!!! And it was great. LOL! Came back from vacation and yes I fish. I even put the bait on the hook! Key West was great. Very lazy, laid back place so I was extremely relaxed and revived. I still have not made a final decision but I would say I am about 85% sure its a wrap for the videos. I am bored. I need something else to do maybe an actual part-time job maybe related to my exit plan:). For now I will just see clients and see want to do in the next life. My mind is not stimulated and porn is no fun anymore:)

Oh as far as vacation I went fishing on one of those group charter boats. Where you pay like $45/person and all you have to do is get on the boat. They provide the rod, reel, bait, and will clean your catch etc. Very easy. So we sail out about 1 hour and 15-20min. outside of Key West and start fishing when the sun goes down. This was my 2nd time and the fish weren't really biting that night. I caught 5 keepers (Gray and Yellow Tail Snapper) and several rejects whether they were too small or too dangerous types to keep. So needless to say I didn't win the fish pool they had going.

The next day it rained a bit so we just did the movies and lounged by the pool, and finally the 3rd days was jet-skiing and snorkeling. Had a blast!!!

Football season is on the way yeah!!!!!! Ok here are my pics for each Division for several different reasons. My only true teams are the Falcons and the Dolphins but I think I know enough to make some picks so here goes:

AFC East - Miami (Not really that far a stretch) We got rid of the addict and if the sign Marcus Vick, although he has some 'behavioral' problems we needed a quarterback and he cant be any worse then the era ever since Dan Marino left! I am confident they can pull this off:)) Oh yeah Culpepper is damaged goods so I have no faith in him. He is so over-rated. I didn't like him at UCF and I dont like him now!

AFC North - Cincinnati Personally last years Super Bowl was oh so BORING!!! So despite the fact Pittsburgh won, Ben is not the same Ben and neither is that team with the Bus gone etc. Plus I absolutely LOVE Chad Johnson!!!!

AFC South - Jacksonville - Have some friends here plus their defense is great!!! Shout out to 'Big Baby' (I still love you we're Cancers very emotional but always loyal:)) They would have beaten Indy that last game last season (I was there) if they could have scored late. I say Peyton get his head knocked off a few times that game. They just need to learn to score but I think the kinks have been worked through:))

AFC West - Who really cares about any of these teams!!! HAHA ok Denver if I have to pick. Shout out to D.Will

NFC East - N.Y. Giants- The love of my life is on this team so I am definitely biased!! But I think they can pull it off. Eli is older now. Plaxico and Sinorice can do no wrong in my eyes (not the love of my life in case your wondering) and they should be able t win the Division at least!!!!!! I make no promises after that.

NFC North - Another who cares!!!! But since my buddy's addition to the Packers...Green Bay it is. Although Brett should have sat down 2 years ago!!HAHA

NFC South - No surprises here......Atlanta, Falcons!!! But I will say this. If Vick doesn't produce this season I will need some change back on that contract from being the $100mil. dollar man:)! Seriously though. The Falcons will make a big mistake if the do not re-sign TJ Duckett. I am not a Dunn fan eventhough I love Bobby Bowden. He only has so many yards because they give him the damn ball every other down!! Seriously I go to almost all Falcons home games and every other running play is "Dunn on the carry" hell if the had me playing and fed me the ball I would make 100 yards a game too!!!!

NFC West - Another who cares. This is the lamest division in the NFL. I can't even grace them with a pick. But lets throw one out there......Arizona. Matt Lienhart has great hair! HAHAThere you have it folks!!!!The NFL 2006 Season by Yours Truly.......Ayana Angel
Hello Hello!!!!! And welcome to another episode into the mind of Ayana!!(haha)

Well wow is all I can say. Very insightful comments on the good girl/bad girl issue. I guess I am destined to be solo or strictly with women until I become a church lady if that ever happens. Its kind of sad to think that people can not accept you because they are too busy worrying about society or people that are so irrelevant to their day to day happiness. Very sad indeed. I do appreciate all the comments on the issue though!!!!!

I am on yet another vacation the rest of the week until Monday. Off to Key West this time. For some fishing, snorkeling, and jet-skiing. So I am quite excited about that.

I know many are not going to want to here this but I think I am at the end of the video game. The industry has changed so much and I really don't like it. I said this was the last year I will be doing scenes but I may not make it until the end of the year. LOL! I was in LA last week and basically had to leave. I couldn't take it. My 'supposed' video that was to be out and the one I have been working on for over a year is not one step closer to being done through no fault of mine. I was finally so fed up with my 'supposed' friend/producer that I offered to buy the scenes from the person which of course they refused to sell. So I almost don't think there was ever an intention to finish the video but more an attempt to try and keep me on the team so to speak because it doesn't take a year to shoot the remaining two scenes! Basically I guess the game has changed and either I am too set in my ways, over the whole video thing, been burned by the video game too many times, ready for something else (no clue what), or I just don't want to play anymore. I guess we'll have to wait and see.

Ayana
Hi everyone!!! Go Heat!!! Yeah Miami!

Now all those Kobe supporters can you see the light now!!! I love that Miami won! Shaq said and it is written, Ha ha!!

Lets see not too much going on since we last spoke same old same old.

To expand on my previous question about me...this is what I don't get. Men want to marry the so called 'good-girl' but then will cheat on them with the so called bad-girl. Then as a woman such as myself if I act as myself its all fun and games and then they fall in love while I am myself but then they want me to turn into someone else now that they are in love. What's up with that? Why cant I be me and still have it all? Just a question that bugs me maybe because its a big calendar year in a few days or maybe I am getting softer who knows.:)
Hello! Hello!!!

Well, well, I have been on the run for a bit. Let's see started off the week in Boston, thanks to all the friends I saw new and old!! Phoenix. One word.......Disaster. No comment.

Now I am in NY about to go to the Summer Jam concert with wifey Olivia. I am so glad to see her we haven't hung out in awhile. Well I will post some more later gotta get ready... dont want to keep wifey waiting!!!

One question..... 'What do men really want?' Email me please because I don't think you all really know! (smile)
Ayana
Hi everyone!!!

Sorry I haven't posted in awhile. I have been lounging. Not traveling this week so I am taking full advantage of a slow work week at home in Atlanta. Shooting a scene this evening and a photo shoot tomorrow for TKM which I am really excited about. I have wanted to shoot with them forever. I hope my expectations aren't too high!LOL!Also I have been toying around with the idea of this being the last year for videos. Its just not the fun it used to be. I don't really care for the male talent they have out now and everyone is like 21 which doesn't appeal to me at all sexually. It actually make me want to vomit! So with the risk of my scenes becoming boring and mundane I think this is the final year for that!

Lets see what's coming up. Well I am free Memorial Day weekend and offering travel specials since my appearance booking was cancelled last minute. My new buddy Lauren and I are off to Phoenix for a romantic evening June 2, I wonder who the special guy is:)? Also my wifey Olivia O'Lovely and I will be together in NY June 4-6 for the Hot 97 Summer Jam concert and then for fun the rest of the trip.

That's about all for now kiddies!

Kisses,
Ayana
Well today I did my California Exotic Novelty molding for my new toy line. It was quite fun actually. They really get a life-like molding by pouring a plaster/cast like substance over you while you're naked. Then they layer it with wet cloths like a bandage until it hardens. They really get all the way into cracks and crevices. I wil have pics to post soon! I can't wait to play with the toys when they come out!
Hello All!!!!

Let's see today is a great week! I met a new girly-girl in ATL. She has a website www.laurengold.net . I am so excited about my new friend she is absolutley stunning!!! With a personality to match. We clicked instantly so listen up a new partner in crime! I think I will nickname her Black Barbie:)LOL!Anyway she and I went out for drinks and kicked it up at the local strip-club (ah a girl after my own heart)!

Today is beauty day. Hair, nails, eyebrows because I will on the run all next week. First stop LA! Hmm what do you think of me as a red-hed? Picture that? Maybe I will let you see..................Stay tuned!!!


Hi everyone and welcome to my new blog!!!!

I will make it a point to log on and keep fans and friends updated on my where, whens and whats.

This week I am on semi-vacation in ATL.

I worked with the W.E.W. - (Women's Extreme Wrestling) Ladies at Atlanta's Earth Link Live for their upcoming pay-per-view event. It was alot of fun and a virtual United Colors of Ass affair!

Who knows maybe Ayana Angel will develop into a in the ring character!!! Wouldn't that be funny!!!

All in all this was a pretty good week except for my severe allergy attack. It's raining pollen in GA and I thought I would just die! I should have taken a picture for you guys! (LOL!)

Kisses,Ayana