Sorry everyone I am going to write tonight or tomorrow. Just trying to figure out how to structure it:) Stay tuned......................
Ok so I have been on several interviews and all have offered positions and they all have good and nad points. The job is something I can do solo but I would like to save myself from stumbling blindly so I may go with one of these offers that has a training program. On the flip-side the job is 100% commission so these programs are unpaid! So hmmmmm.
Can anyone explain to me why now, now that I want to fade away into the woodwork I am more recognizable than ever before? When I wanted that and craved that I couldnt get it! (Ironic isn't it) Now that I dont want to be bothered it happens to me on an every-other-day basis and most often in the least place I want to be seen! The trick is somehow to incorporate the new field with the celebrity to my advantage.
I am trying to learn everything I can about my new venture and have a mentor I am working with but I wonder if I would fare better if I was in a f/t training program but then again you still end up on your own anyway. Marketing is marketing whether its porn, pussy, or products!:) So I am just feeling my way I just dont want to make a wrong move you know.
On the love front,,.................................there is NOTHING!!!!!!! Nada, zip, zilch!!! Valentine's Day I went to dinner with a close friend but we are not exactly a full blown couple although we have been in the past. But it was just dinner and that's it. Boring huh?!!!! I tried to tell you.
I am actually trying to get another puppy. I am so in love with Cockapoos.I am looking for an all black male one that is really fluffy!!!!!
Sorry there isn't more to report other than my daily battle with whether to be Ayana or someone else!
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Sunday, February 04, 2007
I Not Only Passed But ......
Yippeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I not only passed I received the 2nd highest score on the test so real world here I come!!!!! I am almost debating on just saying goodbye and submerge myself full blown. It is kind of a 100% commission job and I think my background in marketing will serve me well. Plus I've been marketing myself for the last few years so its got to be easier than that, right?!(LOL!) Anyway I am so sleepy from class and there is some NFL (My Team didn't Make It To The Big Dance) Super Bowl party I may attend so I must catch a nap. I will add to this later!!!!!
I not only passed I received the 2nd highest score on the test so real world here I come!!!!! I am almost debating on just saying goodbye and submerge myself full blown. It is kind of a 100% commission job and I think my background in marketing will serve me well. Plus I've been marketing myself for the last few years so its got to be easier than that, right?!(LOL!) Anyway I am so sleepy from class and there is some NFL (My Team didn't Make It To The Big Dance) Super Bowl party I may attend so I must catch a nap. I will add to this later!!!!!
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Employment Search 2
Actually to answer a few questions.... at 1st I can say I was downright paranoid about being recognized. I have heard horror stories of black mail, back-stabbing co-workers etc, but I am currently in a class and should have my license next week in a market that I think my name will be my advantage and my former industry my target niche. I don't want to jinx myself but I feel really good about this. I even have someone that wants to mentor me and is fully aware of my background etc and they see the $$ signs too! So I may be all set very shortly!!! I think my name, and looks will be quite handy in this bus. And I know how to market myself so I think I am going to be better than ok in a few short months. As for being black as an issue for employment I've never had that problem. I have had job offers already but not anything I am really interested in or passionate about. Not to mention I may not have a lot on my resume but with the 2 degrees I can get an job for $50k easy but I need six figures and my own start and finish time. So for me its not a race issue. I live in Atlanta for God's sake!LOL! On a regular day I don't look physically any different than the rest of the local population. And no not real estate but somewhat related.
Someone asked if I feel that my time in the adult business would have been different had I been white. YES!!!! No question in my mind if i had the same fans, popularity, sales, etc everything being equal and me being white there is no doubt in my mind I would have been Vivid contract status, Playboy TV, magazines the whole nine. I may right a book on that one day but the industry is not equal. But hell reality lif is mnot equal so why should porn be any different. But I'm not bitter or anything its just reality.
But I will keep you all posted.
As for Super Bowl I am in my licensing class Sat-Sun this weekend so I'll be handling my business instead of hanging out this weekend. Gotta make sure I pass the test literally.
As for who wins........WHO CARES!!!!! If you want a pic Indianapolis. Not for Peyton but for Tony!!!!!!!
Also to my anonymous message poster do not keep me in suspense for too long:) Right now the field is wide open trust me!!! I am almost ready to cross over to Lesbianism for good so hurry!!
Someone asked if I feel that my time in the adult business would have been different had I been white. YES!!!! No question in my mind if i had the same fans, popularity, sales, etc everything being equal and me being white there is no doubt in my mind I would have been Vivid contract status, Playboy TV, magazines the whole nine. I may right a book on that one day but the industry is not equal. But hell reality lif is mnot equal so why should porn be any different. But I'm not bitter or anything its just reality.
But I will keep you all posted.
As for Super Bowl I am in my licensing class Sat-Sun this weekend so I'll be handling my business instead of hanging out this weekend. Gotta make sure I pass the test literally.
As for who wins........WHO CARES!!!!! If you want a pic Indianapolis. Not for Peyton but for Tony!!!!!!!
Also to my anonymous message poster do not keep me in suspense for too long:) Right now the field is wide open trust me!!! I am almost ready to cross over to Lesbianism for good so hurry!!
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Employment
Hello Hello!!!
What a week this has been. I have been on job interviews all week and the more I go the more I recall why I got into this business in the 1st place(LOL)! There are so many employment scams its ridiculous!!! They advertise for one thing, call you for an interview, you go in and its something where you need the workbook for $99 and this and that etc., etc. Then let's not even talk about the big gap on my resume that I had to creatively fill:)LOL! Its rough out there. As much as I don't want to I may just cop out like the rest of the adult biz retirees and do real estate school. I really want to do pharmaceutical sales but that is like a secret society to get into.
Then let's not even talk about the paranoia I have about being recognized etc. uhhhhhh what a trap I have created for myself. But I will figure it out. The one thing I have is plenty of time!!!!
Let's see Super Bowl. Well I was all set to be in Florida but someone cancelled on me at the last hour so of course finding a hotel now is ridiculous. So I will be at home or maybe ESPN Zone (if I can get a table) for the game. I don't like either team but I guess I will pull for Dungee. He has had a rough couple of years and I think it will be good for him.
Well that's all for now!!!
What a week this has been. I have been on job interviews all week and the more I go the more I recall why I got into this business in the 1st place(LOL)! There are so many employment scams its ridiculous!!! They advertise for one thing, call you for an interview, you go in and its something where you need the workbook for $99 and this and that etc., etc. Then let's not even talk about the big gap on my resume that I had to creatively fill:)LOL! Its rough out there. As much as I don't want to I may just cop out like the rest of the adult biz retirees and do real estate school. I really want to do pharmaceutical sales but that is like a secret society to get into.
Then let's not even talk about the paranoia I have about being recognized etc. uhhhhhh what a trap I have created for myself. But I will figure it out. The one thing I have is plenty of time!!!!
Let's see Super Bowl. Well I was all set to be in Florida but someone cancelled on me at the last hour so of course finding a hotel now is ridiculous. So I will be at home or maybe ESPN Zone (if I can get a table) for the game. I don't like either team but I guess I will pull for Dungee. He has had a rough couple of years and I think it will be good for him.
Well that's all for now!!!
Saturday, January 20, 2007
January 20, 2007
Hello All!!
Big football weekend! The deciding weekend! Ok my pics..............New Orleans and Indianapolis. Yes that's right. I think that will be big, big for New Orleans and they need it! What a Cinderella story that would be. Yes I know its freezing in Chicago and they will be outdoors but they can and WILL pull it off. As for Indy its finally time for Tony Dungee. This is his year!!!!
On another note........I have had to cut one of the relationship future candidates:)! Yes I know but he had to go. Nothing major happened but it just became evident on a weekend trip to Jamaica that we were world's apart and it would be like having a child dealing with him on a lifetime basis. So alas, he had to go! One down 2 to go:)HAHA
I didn't attend the AVN Awards this year due to my retirement etc. But I here that I didn't miss much. The industry is on self-destruct mode. I mean of course porn will always sell but the market is way over-saturated. I here a lot of companies did not attend. A lot of the stars did not also. Then the moved the date and the host hotel. Not sure what that was all about. If anyone did attend what were your thoughts as compared to previous years. My friends say I didn't miss a thing this year and even the hall they held the show was a disaster. So apparently I have not made a bad decision there.
Well that's all for now......................but bet on NOLA!
Big football weekend! The deciding weekend! Ok my pics..............New Orleans and Indianapolis. Yes that's right. I think that will be big, big for New Orleans and they need it! What a Cinderella story that would be. Yes I know its freezing in Chicago and they will be outdoors but they can and WILL pull it off. As for Indy its finally time for Tony Dungee. This is his year!!!!
On another note........I have had to cut one of the relationship future candidates:)! Yes I know but he had to go. Nothing major happened but it just became evident on a weekend trip to Jamaica that we were world's apart and it would be like having a child dealing with him on a lifetime basis. So alas, he had to go! One down 2 to go:)HAHA
I didn't attend the AVN Awards this year due to my retirement etc. But I here that I didn't miss much. The industry is on self-destruct mode. I mean of course porn will always sell but the market is way over-saturated. I here a lot of companies did not attend. A lot of the stars did not also. Then the moved the date and the host hotel. Not sure what that was all about. If anyone did attend what were your thoughts as compared to previous years. My friends say I didn't miss a thing this year and even the hall they held the show was a disaster. So apparently I have not made a bad decision there.
Well that's all for now......................but bet on NOLA!
Friday, January 19, 2007
MY SPACE
Ok personally I am not a fan of My Spae don't see the point. But there are 3 Ayana profiles on my space and only 1 is me. This is my My Space Page:
http://www.myspace.com/ayanaangelatl
The others are imposters but I do not log in to my page almost ever. Not into the whole 'My Space' craze at all. Sorry folks:)!
I saw a comment that said the one impersonating me they bet is making lots of $$ on myspace. But how do you make $$ on Myspace? All their website info/blog etc points back to my actual site. So if that poster could explain thanks!!
http://www.myspace.com/ayanaangelatl
The others are imposters but I do not log in to my page almost ever. Not into the whole 'My Space' craze at all. Sorry folks:)!
I saw a comment that said the one impersonating me they bet is making lots of $$ on myspace. But how do you make $$ on Myspace? All their website info/blog etc points back to my actual site. So if that poster could explain thanks!!
Monday, January 08, 2007
Happy New Year!!!!!
hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had a absolute blast in Jamaica. I swear if I could I would have a second home there. I am already going back in March. We went to Montego Bay, Kingston, and Ocho Rios. All night concerts, waterfalls, the whole nine! I didn't want to return at all!!!
But here I am.
New Year's Resolutions. Sorry to say but this is it. I am officially retired from videos so you will only be able to catch new clips and pics here!!!!!
As for seeing clients this is also it and it won't even be a full year so if anyone is on the fence now is the time because it won't be long at all!!!
Its just time. I am finally willing and able to roll the dice on a few things and one thing about adult entertainment its not going anywhere I can recapture my piece of the pie at any time so I am ready to venture out:)!
Now what the hell happened in the NFL while I was gone?? Dallas loses, Giants lose? Atlanta cans Mora, what is the world coming to?
For those who are wondering I am absolutely elated that Nick SATAN left. Somone just turned me on to this site: http://geauxtohellsaban.com/ Hilarious!!!! I am only sad that Miami thinks they lost something. They should have fired him!! He sucked and his wife never like South Florida let him go and be happy. He killed that team for at least the next 2years with that stupid QB-pick and letting Ricki come back and waste everyone's time.
As for the Falcons. I liked Mora. I don't think the Falcons issues came from him. They had bad acquisitions in several departments that all created a perfect storm this season and its not really his fault. Now Patrino or is that his name...? I don't know anything about so its too early to say. If he cleans house completely on the offensive coordinator side and the receivers side I am on board with him 100%.
As for who is left in the playoffs. I like San Diego, New Orleans, and Baltimore. But I don't get how New England manages to pull it off year after year!!! Its mind-boggling!
Let's see on the relationship front by the end of this year I will be living with one of three people guaranteed and married in 2008/2009. I know that's a shocker for the free-world. HaHa!!!!!!!!
Anyone else have some New Year's resolutions they want to share????
I wish everyone a prosperous and safe year!!!
Ayana
I had a absolute blast in Jamaica. I swear if I could I would have a second home there. I am already going back in March. We went to Montego Bay, Kingston, and Ocho Rios. All night concerts, waterfalls, the whole nine! I didn't want to return at all!!!
But here I am.
New Year's Resolutions. Sorry to say but this is it. I am officially retired from videos so you will only be able to catch new clips and pics here!!!!!
As for seeing clients this is also it and it won't even be a full year so if anyone is on the fence now is the time because it won't be long at all!!!
Its just time. I am finally willing and able to roll the dice on a few things and one thing about adult entertainment its not going anywhere I can recapture my piece of the pie at any time so I am ready to venture out:)!
Now what the hell happened in the NFL while I was gone?? Dallas loses, Giants lose? Atlanta cans Mora, what is the world coming to?
For those who are wondering I am absolutely elated that Nick SATAN left. Somone just turned me on to this site: http://geauxtohellsaban.com/ Hilarious!!!! I am only sad that Miami thinks they lost something. They should have fired him!! He sucked and his wife never like South Florida let him go and be happy. He killed that team for at least the next 2years with that stupid QB-pick and letting Ricki come back and waste everyone's time.
As for the Falcons. I liked Mora. I don't think the Falcons issues came from him. They had bad acquisitions in several departments that all created a perfect storm this season and its not really his fault. Now Patrino or is that his name...? I don't know anything about so its too early to say. If he cleans house completely on the offensive coordinator side and the receivers side I am on board with him 100%.
As for who is left in the playoffs. I like San Diego, New Orleans, and Baltimore. But I don't get how New England manages to pull it off year after year!!! Its mind-boggling!
Let's see on the relationship front by the end of this year I will be living with one of three people guaranteed and married in 2008/2009. I know that's a shocker for the free-world. HaHa!!!!!!!!
Anyone else have some New Year's resolutions they want to share????
I wish everyone a prosperous and safe year!!!
Ayana
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Happy Holidays & Week 16
Happy Holidays!!!!!!!!
Hello, hello, Hello!!!!!!
As we speak I am in Destin, FL maxing and relaxing, off to Miami for Christmas Eve and Day and then to sunny Jamaica the day after Christmas until NYE. I can’t wait. I need a vacation in a big way!!!!! I have been to Jamaica like 10 times but I have a blast every time. Can’t wait to get some jerk pork and Oxtail!!!!!! My mouth is wateringJ
No major plans for NYE. Last year I didn’t do much either. I think just dinner and then passed out before the New Year. This year I will just be getting in from Jamaica to Miami on NYE so I doubt I will make it to see the ball, orange, or peach dropJ! I will try to get my New Year’s Resolutions up soon too.
On a completely off-subject has anyone seen the movie Apocolypto???? OMG, I was shook for the rest of the night on that one!!!! It is a MUST SEE!!!! MUST SEE!!!!!!! Mel definitely needs an award for that one!!
On the love scene…………………….no news is good news!!!!J
Week 16……………………..;Let’s Get It!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kansas City at Oakland
Who really, really, cares? O.k., o.k., ………………………Kansas City must win before Herm gets fired!!!J
Baltimore at Pittsburgh
Ok we all know Baltimore needs to win here and that they will!!!!
3.Carolina at Atlanta
Ok now on any given Sunday both of these teams look like crap and often look great. Which team will show up to play? Since it’s a local rivalry almost as big as the Saints. I am hoping that superglue is on the tips of the gloves of Mr Jenkins and Mr. White. Plus ATL has to win all their games to Keep Hope Alive!!!!! Atlanta wins!
4.Chicago at Detroit
Hmm this is too easy even for me…………………….Chicago wins!!!! Detorit can only win if Chicago no-showsJHAHA
5. Indianapolis at Houston
Another no-brainer. Unless Peyton is crippled I don’t see then losing here. Indianapolis wins!
6. New England at Jacksonville
Everyone knows my loyalty lies with #99. Fellow Cancerian and good friendJ Shout out to Stroud don’t worry we’ll be in Hawaii next year baby! Jacksonville wins!
7. New Orleans at N.Y. Giants
I still have a bad taste in my mouth for some Giants (although my phone still rings he gets the Ignore button) so I must go with the Saints to win here! Although I may need to check my wildcard info. I may be rooting for the wrong team in terms of Falcons)
8. Tampa Bay at Cleveland
Another who really give a sh**, but I must make a pick so here goes…………hmmm Tampa wins here!
9. Tennessee at Buffalo
I love Vince and I think he will be great, great rather soon! Titans win!
10. Washington at St. Louis
Again who really, really, really????? O.k., o.k. I must say C.P. is rather stunning although extremely short but Redskins win (or they need to)!!
11. Arizona at San Francisco
Both losers in my eyes but Matty has a really nice head full of hair. Arizona wins!!
12. Cincinnati at Denver
You already know…..Ocho-Cinco, Baby!!!! Although this is not going to be easy as Champ has it out for the Bengals and they are playing in that ‘torrential snow-pour’!!! Bengals win!!
13. San Diego at Seattle
Love me some L.T. and if I were rich I would move to S.D. great city!!!! Plus has anyone even heard from Seattle this season? What a difference a year makes! San Diego wins!
14. Philadelphia at Dallas
This is the must watch game I will plan my X-mas dinner around. I think by 5pm I should be on round 2 dinner wise! But I hope T.O. stomps on Philly. They deserve it. And it’s a double wammy with Garcia as the Q.B.!! Talk about cutting tension with a knife!!!! Dallas wins!
15. N.Y. Jets at Miami
Since I will be in Miami and I love the Dolphins I must remain faithful!!!!!! Although the Jets never go quietly……….Miami wins!!
Hello, hello, Hello!!!!!!
As we speak I am in Destin, FL maxing and relaxing, off to Miami for Christmas Eve and Day and then to sunny Jamaica the day after Christmas until NYE. I can’t wait. I need a vacation in a big way!!!!! I have been to Jamaica like 10 times but I have a blast every time. Can’t wait to get some jerk pork and Oxtail!!!!!! My mouth is wateringJ
No major plans for NYE. Last year I didn’t do much either. I think just dinner and then passed out before the New Year. This year I will just be getting in from Jamaica to Miami on NYE so I doubt I will make it to see the ball, orange, or peach dropJ! I will try to get my New Year’s Resolutions up soon too.
On a completely off-subject has anyone seen the movie Apocolypto???? OMG, I was shook for the rest of the night on that one!!!! It is a MUST SEE!!!! MUST SEE!!!!!!! Mel definitely needs an award for that one!!
On the love scene…………………….no news is good news!!!!J
Week 16……………………..;Let’s Get It!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kansas City at Oakland
Who really, really, cares? O.k., o.k., ………………………Kansas City must win before Herm gets fired!!!J
Baltimore at Pittsburgh
Ok we all know Baltimore needs to win here and that they will!!!!
3.Carolina at Atlanta
Ok now on any given Sunday both of these teams look like crap and often look great. Which team will show up to play? Since it’s a local rivalry almost as big as the Saints. I am hoping that superglue is on the tips of the gloves of Mr Jenkins and Mr. White. Plus ATL has to win all their games to Keep Hope Alive!!!!! Atlanta wins!
4.Chicago at Detroit
Hmm this is too easy even for me…………………….Chicago wins!!!! Detorit can only win if Chicago no-showsJHAHA
5. Indianapolis at Houston
Another no-brainer. Unless Peyton is crippled I don’t see then losing here. Indianapolis wins!
6. New England at Jacksonville
Everyone knows my loyalty lies with #99. Fellow Cancerian and good friendJ Shout out to Stroud don’t worry we’ll be in Hawaii next year baby! Jacksonville wins!
7. New Orleans at N.Y. Giants
I still have a bad taste in my mouth for some Giants (although my phone still rings he gets the Ignore button) so I must go with the Saints to win here! Although I may need to check my wildcard info. I may be rooting for the wrong team in terms of Falcons)
8. Tampa Bay at Cleveland
Another who really give a sh**, but I must make a pick so here goes…………hmmm Tampa wins here!
9. Tennessee at Buffalo
I love Vince and I think he will be great, great rather soon! Titans win!
10. Washington at St. Louis
Again who really, really, really????? O.k., o.k. I must say C.P. is rather stunning although extremely short but Redskins win (or they need to)!!
11. Arizona at San Francisco
Both losers in my eyes but Matty has a really nice head full of hair. Arizona wins!!
12. Cincinnati at Denver
You already know…..Ocho-Cinco, Baby!!!! Although this is not going to be easy as Champ has it out for the Bengals and they are playing in that ‘torrential snow-pour’!!! Bengals win!!
13. San Diego at Seattle
Love me some L.T. and if I were rich I would move to S.D. great city!!!! Plus has anyone even heard from Seattle this season? What a difference a year makes! San Diego wins!
14. Philadelphia at Dallas
This is the must watch game I will plan my X-mas dinner around. I think by 5pm I should be on round 2 dinner wise! But I hope T.O. stomps on Philly. They deserve it. And it’s a double wammy with Garcia as the Q.B.!! Talk about cutting tension with a knife!!!! Dallas wins!
15. N.Y. Jets at Miami
Since I will be in Miami and I love the Dolphins I must remain faithful!!!!!! Although the Jets never go quietly……….Miami wins!!
Sunday, December 10, 2006
In Response to Missing in Action.....
Nope I didnt get to see T.O. on ESPN. What was he complaining about they are winning and all is fine!!!!!!! I wil have to try and ctach it ASAP! Nah T.O. needs someone to make him their full-time job way too much ego and coddling of that ego necessary to satisfy him. That is why he is still single:)HAHA!
Well its still early but it seems like a good day for my picks!!! Did you see JAX stomp on Peyton and friends!!! HA HA
Did I pick for Chicago and Saint Louis? If not I am going to go on a limb with STL.
As for college football, yes I was surprised to see that the 'Canes fired Coker. I don't think anything was his fault etc. but we'll see what happens in '07.
As for this question: Which player do you like best, Terrell Owen, Chad Johnson, Keyshawn Johnson, Randy Moss and for laughs Dontae Culpepper? I would easily have to go with Ocho-Cinco.....Chad Johnson!!! Followed by T.O.
As for running backs. I am a big Ladanian fan. But I have to say Jones-Dreww had a great game against Indy. He was virtually unstopable!!!!! I think he is definitely on the same stage as Mr. Bush and he probably doesnt get the credit he deserves becuase JAX isn't necessarily known for having consistency or a winning team or a great offense but I think in time he will develop a name for himself. He has definitely started already!
Ok I saw the T.O. thing this morning. Why should Parcells ask him about it. We all knew T.O. didn't attempt suicide so why should Parcells need to ask him about it? Parcells doesnt feed into off the field antics, ever! Then he claims not to understand why there is so much focus on T.O., its because he created that media feed. He has always loved being in the spotlight for everything and now its for everything except football. "In-house" did I just here him say that? Oh please!!!!!! The fact is when receivers sit out as long as he did last season they can not recover. All this talk is just an excuse. Look at Keyshon he has never been an ESPN highlight since he over-stepped his boundaries at Tampa and since the suspension alst season the same is happening to T.O.
Well its still early but it seems like a good day for my picks!!! Did you see JAX stomp on Peyton and friends!!! HA HA
Did I pick for Chicago and Saint Louis? If not I am going to go on a limb with STL.
As for college football, yes I was surprised to see that the 'Canes fired Coker. I don't think anything was his fault etc. but we'll see what happens in '07.
As for this question: Which player do you like best, Terrell Owen, Chad Johnson, Keyshawn Johnson, Randy Moss and for laughs Dontae Culpepper? I would easily have to go with Ocho-Cinco.....Chad Johnson!!! Followed by T.O.
As for running backs. I am a big Ladanian fan. But I have to say Jones-Dreww had a great game against Indy. He was virtually unstopable!!!!! I think he is definitely on the same stage as Mr. Bush and he probably doesnt get the credit he deserves becuase JAX isn't necessarily known for having consistency or a winning team or a great offense but I think in time he will develop a name for himself. He has definitely started already!
Ok I saw the T.O. thing this morning. Why should Parcells ask him about it. We all knew T.O. didn't attempt suicide so why should Parcells need to ask him about it? Parcells doesnt feed into off the field antics, ever! Then he claims not to understand why there is so much focus on T.O., its because he created that media feed. He has always loved being in the spotlight for everything and now its for everything except football. "In-house" did I just here him say that? Oh please!!!!!! The fact is when receivers sit out as long as he did last season they can not recover. All this talk is just an excuse. Look at Keyshon he has never been an ESPN highlight since he over-stepped his boundaries at Tampa and since the suspension alst season the same is happening to T.O.
Friday, December 08, 2006
Missing in Action!
Hi everyone sorry I have been MIA just running around getting ready for X-mas etc. Plus I am depressed about my Hurricanes and my Falcons but here are my week 14 picks!
Atlanta at Tampa Bay
A MUST WIN FOR ATL..........ATL wins!
Baltimore at Kansas City
I am really liking Baltimore although I bet against them last week, but that is because I love ocho-cinco......Baltimore wins!
Indianapolis at Jacksonville
Well Big Baby is back in the line up and if we weren't the same sign we would be a couple but 2 Cancers are way too emotional to make it!!! (HAHA) But since my loyalties lie with J-ville................JAX wins!
Minnesota at Detroit
Who cares........Detroit wins!
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New England at Miami
Hate Culpepper and Harrington but hate he Pats more........Miami wins!
N.Y. Giants at Carolina
Now this should be good. Hmmm I am gonna go out on a limb and go with the Giants....................Giants win!
Oakland at Cincinnati
Two words...Chad Johnson..............Cincy wins!
Philadelphia at Washington
Who cares.....But I don't like McNabb and Garcia??Please!........Washington wins!
Tennessee at Houston
Eventhough I think baseman Jones is a bitch, I love Vince so................Tennessee wins!
Green Bay at San Francisco
C.W. is the man...............Green Bay wins!
Seattle at Arizona
Another who cares!!!!! Arizona needs to win!
Buffalo at N.Y. Jets
I have to go with the J-E-T-S.....JETS!JETS!JETS win!
Denver at San Diego
D.Will has been looking real go...Almost makes me think twice on cussing him out.....NOT!!!!! Denver wins!
New Orleans at Dallas
The game I most want to see!!!!! Dallas needs to knock them out. Go Romo! Go T.O.!!!...Dallas wins!!!!!
Atlanta at Tampa Bay
A MUST WIN FOR ATL..........ATL wins!
Baltimore at Kansas City
I am really liking Baltimore although I bet against them last week, but that is because I love ocho-cinco......Baltimore wins!
Indianapolis at Jacksonville
Well Big Baby is back in the line up and if we weren't the same sign we would be a couple but 2 Cancers are way too emotional to make it!!! (HAHA) But since my loyalties lie with J-ville................JAX wins!
Minnesota at Detroit
Who cares........Detroit wins!
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New England at Miami
Hate Culpepper and Harrington but hate he Pats more........Miami wins!
N.Y. Giants at Carolina
Now this should be good. Hmmm I am gonna go out on a limb and go with the Giants....................Giants win!
Oakland at Cincinnati
Two words...Chad Johnson..............Cincy wins!
Philadelphia at Washington
Who cares.....But I don't like McNabb and Garcia??Please!........Washington wins!
Tennessee at Houston
Eventhough I think baseman Jones is a bitch, I love Vince so................Tennessee wins!
Green Bay at San Francisco
C.W. is the man...............Green Bay wins!
Seattle at Arizona
Another who cares!!!!! Arizona needs to win!
Buffalo at N.Y. Jets
I have to go with the J-E-T-S.....JETS!JETS!JETS win!
Denver at San Diego
D.Will has been looking real go...Almost makes me think twice on cussing him out.....NOT!!!!! Denver wins!
New Orleans at Dallas
The game I most want to see!!!!! Dallas needs to knock them out. Go Romo! Go T.O.!!!...Dallas wins!!!!!
Monday, November 27, 2006
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
XXX-Gone
Ok yes its pretty clear I am just about retired from porn. I may do one internet shoot in Dec. for Score Group but I didn't do any shooting this week in LA and didn't want to. I am also looking to sell my paysite as well with content and domain name so if anyone is interested I am taking offers! I also doubt I will appear at AVN although I will be in Vegas at the time but we'll see about that. As for tieing up loose ends I did receive a 'personality appearance' fee check for the video that was formerly my own. Definitely wasn't what the original rate would have been for the whole video but since I really had no way to force them to give me any additional other than they pay I received for the scenes I am happy with it. So basically I am at the taking the money and run option:) I m re-doing the escort site and hope to be full porn-free o to speak by end of Dec.
Ayana
Ayana
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Pics For the Week
1.Cleveland vs. Atlanta
This is a must win for ATL after the debacle in Detroit!! Atlanta wins!
2. Buffalo vs. Indianapolis
I am ready, ready, ready for the Colts to take a loss. So I must go with Buffalo. Buffalo wins!
3. Baltimore vs. Tennessee
I think Baltimore is looking good theses days so I am going with Big Play Ray and friends. Baltimore wins!
4. Green Bay vs. Minnesota
I am am Greenbay loyalist. So C.W. take it to 'em. GreenBay wins!
5. Kansas City vs. Miami
Should I go with Miami??? Ok as long as I don't see Culpepper........Miami wins!
6. San Fran vs. Detroit
Ok who really cares?!!!!! But since Detroit beat the Falcons I need to see some retaliation. San Fran wins!
7. Houston vs. Jacksonville
Ok I am back with my Jags and in town gto watch so go Jags! Jax wins!
8. NY Jets vs. New England
Hmmmmmmmmm who cares!!!!!!! New England wins!
9. San Diego vs. Cincinnati
I love Ocho-Cinco so it is really easy for me to say.................Cincinnati wins!
10. Washington at Philadelphia
Let's continue the anti-McNabb campaign with a big win!!! Washington wins
11. Denver vs. Oakland
Although Oakland has pulled off some very surprising wins I just can't conceive one for them today, so..............................Denver wins!
12. St. Louis vs. Seattle
Who cares, to the10th power!!! Uhhh .........................St. Louis wins!
13. New Orleans vs. Pittsburg
How did Pittsburge ever win a SuperBowl? Well they wont win this either (HAHA). New Orleans wins!
14. Dallas vs Arizona
There really should be no question here! Go T.O.!!! Dallas wins!
15. Chicago vs. NY Giants
Now this should be good since Chicago had that loss last week. But the Giants are all injured. Hmmmmm Chicago wins!
16. Tampa vs. Carolina
Hmmm, let's see. Its in NC and I think there is a cold front on the ay open stadium at home......Carolina wins!
There you have it folks!!!!!!
Kisses,
Ayana
This is a must win for ATL after the debacle in Detroit!! Atlanta wins!
2. Buffalo vs. Indianapolis
I am ready, ready, ready for the Colts to take a loss. So I must go with Buffalo. Buffalo wins!
3. Baltimore vs. Tennessee
I think Baltimore is looking good theses days so I am going with Big Play Ray and friends. Baltimore wins!
4. Green Bay vs. Minnesota
I am am Greenbay loyalist. So C.W. take it to 'em. GreenBay wins!
5. Kansas City vs. Miami
Should I go with Miami??? Ok as long as I don't see Culpepper........Miami wins!
6. San Fran vs. Detroit
Ok who really cares?!!!!! But since Detroit beat the Falcons I need to see some retaliation. San Fran wins!
7. Houston vs. Jacksonville
Ok I am back with my Jags and in town gto watch so go Jags! Jax wins!
8. NY Jets vs. New England
Hmmmmmmmmm who cares!!!!!!! New England wins!
9. San Diego vs. Cincinnati
I love Ocho-Cinco so it is really easy for me to say.................Cincinnati wins!
10. Washington at Philadelphia
Let's continue the anti-McNabb campaign with a big win!!! Washington wins
11. Denver vs. Oakland
Although Oakland has pulled off some very surprising wins I just can't conceive one for them today, so..............................Denver wins!
12. St. Louis vs. Seattle
Who cares, to the10th power!!! Uhhh .........................St. Louis wins!
13. New Orleans vs. Pittsburg
How did Pittsburge ever win a SuperBowl? Well they wont win this either (HAHA). New Orleans wins!
14. Dallas vs Arizona
There really should be no question here! Go T.O.!!! Dallas wins!
15. Chicago vs. NY Giants
Now this should be good since Chicago had that loss last week. But the Giants are all injured. Hmmmmm Chicago wins!
16. Tampa vs. Carolina
Hmmm, let's see. Its in NC and I think there is a cold front on the ay open stadium at home......Carolina wins!
There you have it folks!!!!!!
Kisses,
Ayana
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Updates
Hi everyone!!!!
Sorry I have been M.I.A. all week. I leave the NFL for a week and the whole thing falls apart! How in the hell did the Dolphins (although I love them minus-Culpepper) beat the Bears? How did ATL fall to a 1-6 team? The Giants (including my ex-friend) have lost anyone that is good due to injury (I say the voodoo lady needs a tip HAHA!!:)) and damn it the Colts are still undefeated.
I have been playing Ms. Handyman all week updating my home security. There have been a lot of home invasions in ATL lately and I hate to point fingers but word on the street is its the remaining criminal element from the Katrina evacuees. They say burglary has tripled in the area since then. So I opted to get all the bells and whistles and have been quite tired. I did make it to go vote but I did that last week with early voting. Yes even I do my civic duty!!!!
This week I am quite relaxed I had a great day at the Hershey Spa in PA. I was able to become a real life piece of chocolate!!:)) It was great now off to LA next week. I am set to shoot I think 2 movies and so far I am still going to LA but will I show up? I think I am really through with porn but next week will be the definite answer. The way I feel right now the answer is bye-bye.
But other than that all is well! I will be sure to have my picks up this week. But looking at how last week turned out I would have lost big-time too! So don't feel bad. Who saw all those upsets coming???
Kisses,
Ayana
P.S. to the poster on his friend. That guy is not your friend and you two obviously have (or at least on his part) some competitive issues with women. The fact that he has a history of trying to steal your girlfriends is quite telling. Get rid of him!
Sorry I have been M.I.A. all week. I leave the NFL for a week and the whole thing falls apart! How in the hell did the Dolphins (although I love them minus-Culpepper) beat the Bears? How did ATL fall to a 1-6 team? The Giants (including my ex-friend) have lost anyone that is good due to injury (I say the voodoo lady needs a tip HAHA!!:)) and damn it the Colts are still undefeated.
I have been playing Ms. Handyman all week updating my home security. There have been a lot of home invasions in ATL lately and I hate to point fingers but word on the street is its the remaining criminal element from the Katrina evacuees. They say burglary has tripled in the area since then. So I opted to get all the bells and whistles and have been quite tired. I did make it to go vote but I did that last week with early voting. Yes even I do my civic duty!!!!
This week I am quite relaxed I had a great day at the Hershey Spa in PA. I was able to become a real life piece of chocolate!!:)) It was great now off to LA next week. I am set to shoot I think 2 movies and so far I am still going to LA but will I show up? I think I am really through with porn but next week will be the definite answer. The way I feel right now the answer is bye-bye.
But other than that all is well! I will be sure to have my picks up this week. But looking at how last week turned out I would have lost big-time too! So don't feel bad. Who saw all those upsets coming???
Kisses,
Ayana
P.S. to the poster on his friend. That guy is not your friend and you two obviously have (or at least on his part) some competitive issues with women. The fact that he has a history of trying to steal your girlfriends is quite telling. Get rid of him!
Monday, October 30, 2006
In Response to Week 8
Yes I must say I did pretty good this week on my picks. I must give a hats off the Jacksonville. They have much more substance than I thought with their whole defense injured. They may want to think about keeping the back up QB! And Dallas loved every minute of it!!! Romo will do well because he has no qualms about throwing the ball to T.O.
In response to some questions.
I don't like McNabb because he sucks!!! Plus he was hating on T.O. and that's a big N.O. in my book. No T.O. and I can not date. We know each other well and I too have experienced the mouth on T.O. and it is nothing nice or anything to play with so no love connection there! T.O. Needs a very special kind of submissive, catering women and I can be that to an extent but not 24/7 no matter how much $$ you have.:)!!!
I really have not had sex in any strange places. Just the usual stuff like cars, or balconies at the hotel. I love to challenge a man's driving skills to see his concentration level while providing some oral relaxation while he is at the wheel. I get off on that. I think it's a control thing:)
Well off to entertain the masses tonight in STL and to hit the casinos! Wish me luck!!!
Ayana
In response to some questions.
I don't like McNabb because he sucks!!! Plus he was hating on T.O. and that's a big N.O. in my book. No T.O. and I can not date. We know each other well and I too have experienced the mouth on T.O. and it is nothing nice or anything to play with so no love connection there! T.O. Needs a very special kind of submissive, catering women and I can be that to an extent but not 24/7 no matter how much $$ you have.:)!!!
I really have not had sex in any strange places. Just the usual stuff like cars, or balconies at the hotel. I love to challenge a man's driving skills to see his concentration level while providing some oral relaxation while he is at the wheel. I get off on that. I think it's a control thing:)
Well off to entertain the masses tonight in STL and to hit the casinos! Wish me luck!!!
Ayana
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Week 8
A reality show. Now there's an idea. I might have to pitch that!!! Yes I watch the surreal life and Flava of Love. I loved last season. This season......not too much:)
This week has been nice and quiet I have literally cleaned house so I vow to remain un-attached until at least mid-Jan. I don't even want to date at the moment. This week has been very un-eventful and I like it that way. I am off to Saint Louis to host a Halloween party at this new strip club appropriately named Bottoms Up. It should be fun and I will even wear a costume. I am going to be a Mafia princess XXX style. Complete with m Fedora hat:)!!
Ok Week 8 Picks..................................Let's Get It!!!!
1. Cardinals vs. Greenbay
Well C.W. didn't let me down last week so I will remain loyal. Greenbay wins!
2. Falcons vs. Bengals
I love Chad Johnson and eventhough I think the Falcons only won because they knocked out Big Ben.......I am going with the Falcons although its not going to be an easy win on the road. Falcons Win!
3. Ravens vs. Saints
Now this is one of the early big games of the day. I like both teams and since New Orleans is in the same division with my Falcons I must go with the Ravens. Ravens win!!
4. Tennessee vs. Houston
Who cares really????? Tennessee must win!
5. Jaguars vs. Eagles
Well the Jags are hurting with injuries. Get well soon Big Baby!!!!! And the Eagles are foaming at he mouth for revenge against past losses so I have to go with the Eagles eventhough I cant stand McNabb. Eagles Win.
6. Seahawks vs. Chiefs
Another WHO CARES!!! In my book. But alas I must make a pick so I am going with the Chiefs. Seattle is so boring as a team! Chiefs win!
7. San Francisco vs. Chicago
Is there even a question on this??? Chicago will stomp SF in the field. I predict record breaking games on all fronts:) Chicago wins and wins big!!!!
8.Tampa Bay vs. Giants
Well as much as I harbor animosity for the Giants I just don't see how Tampa can handle the Giant defense. Not with that new QB no way. Hell not with Simms could I foresee a win here. Giants win!
9. St. Louis vs. San Diego
Hmm let's see. I can honestly say I don't know much about STLs team so I am gonna have to go with LT and friends. San Diego wins!
10. Indianapolis vs. Denver
I want Denver to hand Indy their 1st loss. I think they can pull it off. Denver wins!!!
11. Jets vs. Browns
Another WHO CARES!!!!! Jets I guess win.
12. Pittsburgh vs. Raiders
Well if Ben can stay conscious this game it should be an easy win. Steelers win!
13. Panthers vs. Dallas
This is the big game of the day for me. I want T.O. to stomp all over Keshon. Keshon needs to sit down and shut up he is 2nd string and was cut for T.O. I predict T.O. and Romo will connect several times for a win!!!! Dallas wins!
14.Patriots vs. Vikings
WHO CARES!!! REALLY? Patriots win!
There you have it folks. I am about to do my sports book and I hope to win big today!!!!
This week has been nice and quiet I have literally cleaned house so I vow to remain un-attached until at least mid-Jan. I don't even want to date at the moment. This week has been very un-eventful and I like it that way. I am off to Saint Louis to host a Halloween party at this new strip club appropriately named Bottoms Up. It should be fun and I will even wear a costume. I am going to be a Mafia princess XXX style. Complete with m Fedora hat:)!!
Ok Week 8 Picks..................................Let's Get It!!!!
1. Cardinals vs. Greenbay
Well C.W. didn't let me down last week so I will remain loyal. Greenbay wins!
2. Falcons vs. Bengals
I love Chad Johnson and eventhough I think the Falcons only won because they knocked out Big Ben.......I am going with the Falcons although its not going to be an easy win on the road. Falcons Win!
3. Ravens vs. Saints
Now this is one of the early big games of the day. I like both teams and since New Orleans is in the same division with my Falcons I must go with the Ravens. Ravens win!!
4. Tennessee vs. Houston
Who cares really????? Tennessee must win!
5. Jaguars vs. Eagles
Well the Jags are hurting with injuries. Get well soon Big Baby!!!!! And the Eagles are foaming at he mouth for revenge against past losses so I have to go with the Eagles eventhough I cant stand McNabb. Eagles Win.
6. Seahawks vs. Chiefs
Another WHO CARES!!! In my book. But alas I must make a pick so I am going with the Chiefs. Seattle is so boring as a team! Chiefs win!
7. San Francisco vs. Chicago
Is there even a question on this??? Chicago will stomp SF in the field. I predict record breaking games on all fronts:) Chicago wins and wins big!!!!
8.Tampa Bay vs. Giants
Well as much as I harbor animosity for the Giants I just don't see how Tampa can handle the Giant defense. Not with that new QB no way. Hell not with Simms could I foresee a win here. Giants win!
9. St. Louis vs. San Diego
Hmm let's see. I can honestly say I don't know much about STLs team so I am gonna have to go with LT and friends. San Diego wins!
10. Indianapolis vs. Denver
I want Denver to hand Indy their 1st loss. I think they can pull it off. Denver wins!!!
11. Jets vs. Browns
Another WHO CARES!!!!! Jets I guess win.
12. Pittsburgh vs. Raiders
Well if Ben can stay conscious this game it should be an easy win. Steelers win!
13. Panthers vs. Dallas
This is the big game of the day for me. I want T.O. to stomp all over Keshon. Keshon needs to sit down and shut up he is 2nd string and was cut for T.O. I predict T.O. and Romo will connect several times for a win!!!! Dallas wins!
14.Patriots vs. Vikings
WHO CARES!!! REALLY? Patriots win!
There you have it folks. I am about to do my sports book and I hope to win big today!!!!
Thursday, October 26, 2006
No Chance
Hi everyone. Nope I am through with bachelor #1. I don't have time to play games or try and figure out what's wrong with people because they are too insecure or immature to verbalize it or whatever. I am not really a 2nd chance kind of person:) ya know! So to answer everyone I do not see anything happening here. I got turned off. Once that happens its virtually impossible to get me turned back on:)!
I will put up my picks for the week soon!!!!
Thanks for all the emails and comments! I love to read them!!!
I will put up my picks for the week soon!!!!
Thanks for all the emails and comments! I love to read them!!!
Monday, October 23, 2006
Phone Call, Continued
Ok so I am sitting watching my Sun night fav. Desperate Housewives, already slight irritated because I expected to be at the movies watching 'Departed' with bachelor #3 and he had some lame excuse issues going on......Anyway my phone rings and I recognized the area code even though bachelor #1 was deleted from the phone list (haha). I started to not answer but the evil Ayana couldn't resist the conversation went like this:
'Hello'
Hello???
'Hey what's up how are you?'
Who is this (knowing full well who it was)???
It's-----
Who? You must have the wrong #.
'Can I speak to Ayana?'
This is
'Well how is it the wrong #? Its -----.
I know who it is and you must have the wrong #!!!
Then he proceeds to make small talk about BS and then asks incredulously why do I have an attitude. By the way I did get your email....
So I unleash in a censored way my irritation and aggravation over the last month and some days at the current no contact clause. Never really did get an answer. He acted like he had NO IDEA it had been that long and apologized. Then when I asked if my 4 phone calls were received he basically lied and said he didn't know I had called, blah blah blah. For me after that he turned into the teacher on the Peanuts cartoon and I really didn't here any of the BS that came out. I hung up on him he continue to call back and seemed shocked at the fact I as upset. One thing about me though once you offend me to a certain degree and once the 14 day forgiveness policy expires you are really just waiting your energy and breath.
So there you have it no explanation and had the nerve to want to know when I will be there to visit. Not even for the price of admission will I give you the pleasure again. Did I ever mention that I am a lifetime-card carrying member of the 'Grudgeholders R'Us' club. Especially since no real explanation was given. His best bet is to continue with whatever or whoever the last 6 weeks have included because only vengeance is in my heart at this point:) But if he continues to call and play dumb so will I but vengeance WILL BE MINE!!!(Blood curdling howl (HAHAHA!!!!!!)
'Hello'
Hello???
'Hey what's up how are you?'
Who is this (knowing full well who it was)???
It's-----
Who? You must have the wrong #.
'Can I speak to Ayana?'
This is
'Well how is it the wrong #? Its -----.
I know who it is and you must have the wrong #!!!
Then he proceeds to make small talk about BS and then asks incredulously why do I have an attitude. By the way I did get your email....
So I unleash in a censored way my irritation and aggravation over the last month and some days at the current no contact clause. Never really did get an answer. He acted like he had NO IDEA it had been that long and apologized. Then when I asked if my 4 phone calls were received he basically lied and said he didn't know I had called, blah blah blah. For me after that he turned into the teacher on the Peanuts cartoon and I really didn't here any of the BS that came out. I hung up on him he continue to call back and seemed shocked at the fact I as upset. One thing about me though once you offend me to a certain degree and once the 14 day forgiveness policy expires you are really just waiting your energy and breath.
So there you have it no explanation and had the nerve to want to know when I will be there to visit. Not even for the price of admission will I give you the pleasure again. Did I ever mention that I am a lifetime-card carrying member of the 'Grudgeholders R'Us' club. Especially since no real explanation was given. His best bet is to continue with whatever or whoever the last 6 weeks have included because only vengeance is in my heart at this point:) But if he continues to call and play dumb so will I but vengeance WILL BE MINE!!!(Blood curdling howl (HAHAHA!!!!!!)
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