Employment Sucks!!!

Ok I tried everyone and I can't say I quit but let's just say the frustration level is at a boiling point. I had what I thought and was fed to believe was this great job 100% commission and basically making your own schedule. Training should be 5 weeks (in addition to the class I took and test I passed to get my license) and if you follow through things will be great etc. Ok I did that. I did more than that. Thee were 5 newbies and now 3months later there are 2.

Out of those 2 who has had any deals? I have had several deals that have fallen apart because the office is so busy when you ask for assistance instead of walking you through it, its either go see if so and so can help you or just do this. So I have lost a few from lack of attention and time length before I get an answer. So for me I was not as pressed financially as the rest. So they all claim I am going to be great etc its just a matter of time, yeah, yeah, yeah.

So I guess some of the other newbies started crying because hell by now normal people if they had any $$ would be broke for sure. so they decided to offer us a salary. Whoop de do!!! Not to me because I know salary means you now have to report in and be accountable. And the salary in all honesty after taxes and social security is nothing to me. I was making that much when I was contracted to VT and only had to work like 2 days a month! So now you seriously want me to drive 35miles each way and be there like 5days a week 8 or 8+ hours a day?

So my motivation has begun to wander and I get to work but somewhere between 10-noon but again that was never the plan! I would not have signed on. I could get a job same pay if that is all I wanted that is a whole lot closer to home.

Now they hit me with "We all think you are going to be amazing" blah blah blah 'but we want to change your position again'... Huh what the f**k? Now they want to drop the salary by 15K and up the commission but make me the manager's assistant basically. They call it coordinator I say assistant for 12months. Now you know if I am the managers assistant I will now really have to be in the office daily without question and to me at the moment commission is like air because I cant see it!LOL:) so no matter what they are giving me on commission it doesn't commute. If I had the free time before to cultivate the business according to their play book and it hasn't grown so far now you want me to take a pay cut and 'learn the business' for 12months. No one ever said it would take that long.

I can admit it. I think I made a mistake trying to venture outside of my field or maybe I should've never believed the hype they sold me during the interview process but I am frustrated for sure. I hate to be a quitter but this is some for real BS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! One thing is for sure though I am still not doing any videos. I have learned through all this I can get a job with my eyes closed and to most society standards I think that is middle class pay but that is not what I am looking for. I need career and higher level pay. So I am still there but I will be 'respectfully' declining the latest scenario so we will see what happens.

The Real World Really Really Really Sucks!!!!

Kisses,
Ayana

Yeah Culpepper is OUTTA HERE!!!!

Ok they haven't said it 'officially' but the moment I and all true Dolphin fans have been waiting for ..........................Get that dead weight off the field!!!! But alas we still have Trent Green hmmm can't say I am jumping up and down about that one.

Ok had to add since had a comment. I have never liked Culpepper long before the Vikings issue at a party he was not even in attendance. I didn't think he was anything when he was at UCF and there was all that controversy about him not getting enough accolades becuase he was black. He was mediocre at best then and now he is a lemon on a quarterback with a career ending injury and even without the injury he only had one, count it, one good season. Stop living is the past this dude is and has been washed up!

Mr. Vick lets see...............if his on the field performance does not overshadow his off the field antics i predict this will be his LAST season as a falcon PERIOD! I personally love Mr. Vick but enough is enough. When is the ship gonna come in on the 100 mil. pay out??? He definitely needs a chaperone. I think I will submit a packet offering my athlete chaperone services to these knuckle heads! I love Vick but again if you can't do more on the field than off the field there is a distinct conflict of interests that affect your job and these need to be addressed this season or go sit at the house with Marcus.

Thanks Gentlemen!!!

Well I have received some very good applications but if there is no email address how can I respond? So if you would email me privately that would work!!! Plus I had a very interesting idea presented and I need to tweak it a bit but basically a contest and the winner will get either a night or weekend to wine me dine me etc. Details to follow for sure.

Now on to the NBA Finals. I am so tired of San Antonio!!! Can you say BORING!!! And am I the only one who wonders how Tony Parker pulled Eva Longoria? Can anyone understand what the hell he says when he speaks?!

Is LaBron ready to be MJ reincarnate? Hell no and I mad that they are even making that comparison at all.

Well right now I am back to taking applications and nothing too heavy. Actually this JOB has me so tired at the end of the day I cant function but I am still there. I will admit its a mental fight every morning to get me out the door but I have a time frame I would give it before I make any moves . So if you can't keep the rules you set for yourself that's pretty bad!LOL

Also if you would like to have any topics addressed let me know!

Kisses,

We all Knew It Wouldn't Last........

I knew I knew it. You know sometimes I wonder if this is all there is relationship wise................games and BS!!!!

Ok the 'Young Buck' got the ax and to be honest I am not even mad but I will not tolerate too much BS from anyone much less a 24yr old!

So to make a long story short he's outta here......

Next!!!!!!!!!!!!

We were doing good, spending time, blah blah blah. I even cooked. Yes that is what I said cooked. It was very normal and fun for a tad. But you know in the end that, I have to go to the club weekly, started to irk me, but when you go to the club and are supposedly on your way to my house then disappear til 3pm the next day that is a whole nother issue. And to be honest a simple text message or phone call I am not going to make it would have done the trick. But no and then when I have something to say about it is was obvious how defensive he became and acted like a real ass or an issue that was minor. No one really cares where you went or who you fucked but respect me enough to say something rather than act like nothing happen. But in the end his mouth and the way he handled that situation got him cut. Hell its only been about what 6 weeks, If you cant keep it together that long we would have bigger problem later for sure. So next !!!!!!!! no accepting applications.

Wanted
A man good looking to gorgeous
$75k and up income
adventurous
open minded to mi bi-sexuality
Age 32-40
Southern gentlemen type qualities and manners
Hmm what else
single (do I need to say that)

Ha Ha. If you fit into those intial requirements now is the time:)

Nappy Headed Ho DVD

Ok check this out. As porn always does they are taking a real scenario (IE Imus) and creating a DVD entitled Napppy Headed Ho. Now its porn so was I offended no. Hell I was not offended when it was said by Imus. But there apparently is now a sense of 'heightened' awareness in the black porn community and there is a petition against Kiss Ass Pictures, the company making the video, by some of the black producers in porn. Are you serious?????????? Give me a break!!!

Its PORN people. It is meant to excite, offend, creat fantasy, and be politically incorrect! With titles like Black Street Hookers, Pimps Up Ho's Down, Parking Lot Pimpin etc why should this title be anymore offensive than any other? Its PORN for goodsakes! Depending on who you are the act in itself is considered degrading. So the title is really irrelevant.

I mean seriously I was floored by the petition. At the end of the day porn as every other industry tries to capitalize on whatever they can and a Nappy Headed Ho DVD will sell and it will get made just like all the rest and the world will still go round. Since when did PORN producers black, white, chinese, purple or blue give a f***k about how the girls in the video are perceived in society or about breaking stereotypes. Porn is based on stereotypes (ie. Ghetto Booty, Black Dicks in White Chicks, Mami Cula Grande) etc etc etc. give me a break people. Before you get on your righteous high horse remember that..............IT'S PORN!!!!!!!

That Fight Was BS

Ok I don't know about anyone else but I need my $59.95 back! Did anyone see a punch that looked like it had any power to it? Its like when is the fight going to really get heated? Then it was over and how did Mayweather pull off that decision? After all that trash talk he barely hit ODLH. Uhhhhh I think it was all to get Oscar the big retirement payday and to get Mayweather another belt so they can boost up the next fight with Mosley.

And what's up with Floydd senior's hair? Is it just me or does he remind you of the Clingon on Star Trek or better yet the Predator? Uhhhhhh.

But it was a virtual cornucopia of who's who but BS just the same!

De La Hoya/Mayweather Continued

Ok I am sure I am turning into a total lame now. I had 2 tix to the fight plaza level given to me for FREE and do you know what?????? I didn't go. I sold the tix. Why would you ask? A number or reasons. One it was very last minute notice, but the funny thing is that would never have stopped anything before. Two and the most pressing reason is because I felt like I would 'fall of the wagon' so to speak. In the sense of running into old crowds, old scenes, the whole party life-style etc and I didn't trust myself 100% to not fall weak since the new JOB is so fresh and new. Hmm not sure what to make of it all. But I am a little sad I didn't go listening to all the hype and the celebrity attendance list!LOL! But I have my 59.95 ready to go. Plus the excess for the tix sale. (I did give the original purchaser some of the $$ back, thank you very much!)

So what am I doing today? Working until fight time. Huh funny isn't it.

On the love scene I met someone that really piques my interest although quite a bit younger than me. To be honest that is making me really leery. We get along great. Share same interests etc. They like my shit talking and can deliver it right back and most of all they get me out of the house. I even went fishing off the lake a few days ago. But I refuse to be played by a 24yrs old!!!! I just can't let that happen so I have toothpicks stuck in both eyes to see the BS if it comes!LOL:)

Okay so I took my earnings and bet on GOLDEN BOY to win with a knock out late in the fight. Yes I know Floyd is fast, (fast as hell), but he just is way way too mouth and I just want someone to shut his ass up! Plus Oscar is sexy! And I think he still has one good last punch left in him. After that he needs to go sit down. Talk about a pay-day though!

Let GOLDEN BOY Win with a KO!!!!!!!!!

Kisses,
Ayana

NFL Draft Day, De la Hoya/Mayweather

Ok Ok yeah football is back if only for a weekend!!!!!

My hopes for draft day? That my beloved Dolphins get their wish and snatch up Mr. Quinn. Atlanta ]???? No comments we;ll see what they do.

I have been dying to get to the fight next weekend in Vegas. But alas $6k for a tix???? Those days of the lavish expenses are long gone. So sensible me will likely have a fight party and do the Pay-per-view thing:)LOL.

On the work front I am still having fun and enjoy what I am doing so for me that is 1/2 the battle right there.

On a love front...............no love but I am definitely out more and more sociable so the dating pool has increased but the great part is I don't have too much time to get 'caught up' in anybody so from a defensive standpoint its great! Ha Ha

I will continue after the draft.

Imus Issue

Ok I was debating on whether to spaek my pice on this but I can't hold my tongue any longer. Personally I was not offended and why????? Because its something that I hear on a day to day basis on TV, radio and just in the street. Black women have been called bitches and ho's by other black men and women alsmost as long as the N-word has been around. And there is no distinction on the use of the word in our community. You can be a lawyer, doctor, CEO, stripper, or porn star and you will still get called a ho. Its is the new adjective. So forgive me but Don Imus was trying to be 'cool' and 'hip' on his show and I can assure you he didn't get that word from his caucasion background. I don't think we can ask for his head on a platter until we ourselves stop calling each other derogatory words as nicknames and slang on a daily basis. Thoughts on the issues?????? I ill say that it is sad that the focus has been completely lost on the game and the team that actually won the champioonship.

Normalcy!!!

Ok I don't know if I am turninging into a total lame or I was just burnt out or what but I like working! I feel far more important now and my confidence has definitely increased. I am not as concerned about being 'spotted'. I have become quite comfortable with just being regular. Who knew! It's so much easier. My biggest complaints.......................Atlanta traffic. The office I work out of is like 3o miles away on some of the busiest highways so its a small window to avoid traffic or I just go in super late and stay late. But luckily only 2 more weeks of that and then my office will be HOME!!! Yippee

Ok I must say for those of you gentlemen that have been on the fence so to speak for what like the last 6-7 years..........you snooze you loose. Like be serious did you think I would do this forever?? And those in ATL, I cut ATL out a long, long time ago so sorry but you better come to the table with some business or catch me the few times I am available elsewhere.

As for the love life again no news is good news. Definitely bump into lots of possibilities but there really aren't enough hours in the day anymore since I work! My schedule is crazy. I am in the is workout bootcamp from 6-7 am every morning then twice a week I still work out with the trainer so add work to that I am in a coma usually by 9:30pm! It keeps me out of trouble that's for sure. I have been going out more on the network tip. Dinners, cocktails, etc stiff I used to cringe at so we'll see. But at the moment my focus is trying to make this change into a permanent one. I will say my mood swings are not nearly as bad as they used to be. I guess it was just time to scale things back and have a defined plan.


So that is all for now. The biggest issue is patience! Never been a virtue of mine and its very hard to develop it at 30 almost 31! Ha Ha. I hope all is well with everyone. Take care!


The Pornstar Formerly Known As....................Ayana

Updates!!!

Hi there soooooooooooooooo sorry I have been out of the loop trying to get it together you know. I am quite happy, elated even with the way things are going. Its nice to have to use yoru brain every once in awhile you know. I am really excited about my exit strategy and what the future holds.

I realize I must be on the right track, either that or there is a free HATER-AIDE give-away!!!:) I even had someone e-mail me that I can never do anything else and that I need to 'stop putting' on airs. Wow. I know most that have an issue with me don't believe I could have ever done anything else but perhaps the fact that I did go to college and grad school before I did any of this is always what set me apart. I can actually hold a conversation outside of "uh, uh, uh Ahhh"!! I am not really upset at the hate mail, it makes me laugh now even harder. I don't get why people that have such negativity are so moved by my comings and goings. Who knows, who cares!!!! I do not think I am better than anyone in fact I know that I am not. But I am smart enough to make MY OWN decision to move on. Nothing against those still doing whatever it is that works for them but it wasn't working for me. I just moved on to the next episode that's it and thank God its on my terms and not a forced situation. Like Kenny Rogers said,...."YOU GOTTA KNOW WHEN TO FOLD THEM, KNOW WHEN TO WALK AWAY"....you know the rest.:)

Unfortunately for you sports fans, I am not a basketball or baseball fan really. I tend to watch the final four, and the NBA playoffs, but can't sit through a whole baseball game. BORING!!!!!! So you won't get any educated picks from me on those sports. I think they make a ridiculous amount of $$ and some of there whining just amazes me.......and makes me sick:)

Love??????? No news is good news. I am working on career right now so actually having to show my face somewhere and do work with regularity, frankly makes me tired. I end up falling out around 8:30 so no energy level for drinks, dinner, etc until I get on my own time. About 2 more weeks to go!!!

But that is all for now just wanted to give you an update and thanks to all the well wishers that helps me get out of bed every day!!!!!

Love,
Ayana

The Plan & The Call

Ok, ok, after several interviews all resulting in job offers (talk about a confidence boost), I decided to go with a company that is mid-large for several reasons. They have about 6 offices and a defined training program. So I think in the long run that will be a benefit. So here goes full speed ahead on the exit plan. So the fact that I have not worked in years meant nothing. I guess atthe end of the day those degrees do hold their worth. Maybe in a different type of job my lack of activity would be a factor but this is basically sales so its really all on me. I am really excited and can't wait to get started. I actually have started here and there on my own but whatever doesn't get done before my start date will just have to wait.

Now let's talk about what I won't miss. These evil, vindictive BITCHES!!!!! It never ceases to amaze me how other girls allow themselves to be so consumed with jealousy over another that they will go to any lengths. Now I got a phone message the other day and I started to let it go. At 1st I thought it was funny. Then I thought it was sad. Some broad left me a voicemail cussing me out called me everything but a child of God, and I must be tired from working since the time she was in highschool, blah, blah, blah. The only thing I can piece it with is this. The call came from a DC # and I just posted an ad in DC. So apparently this upset said provider, that I was going to be in DC working. I mean come on! I have never met this broad nor has she met me, no dealings or crossings of any kind but she was so angered by my presence she had to call and cuss me out! I just dont see how lil ol me can shut it down like that! Come on! Even my ego won't let me buy that. Has to be that gallon jug of HATER-ade she drank (HAHA)

So of course I had to leave her a response and told her to grow up. I am not 35 I am 30 almost 31 but even if I was 50 and people still wanted to see me how does that effect her? I am in 'her city' 2 days! If that is long enough for me to bring DC a city of how many millions of people to its knees where they can't support other girls I am one bad chic! I am but not that bad!LOL!

This kind of downright evil has been a part of this industry for years and I will even go one step further. I have only had this response from.....................you guessed it other black women! For whatever reason the other black providers I have never met in life instantly hate me from jealousy etc and its so ridiculous. That crab in the barrel shit is so true. And it is most apparent among girls in this business.

I can recall when I befriended a local Atlanta provider (black) who then proceeded to plagarize my entire website word for word as her own to 'cut and paste' point where some of the items didnt apply to her. Where is she now........I think you can see her at a local 'shoe model' establishment... I will not say but her rap sheet is detailed.

I am sure I will get all kind of hate responses but I can go over countless situations over the years in this industry where I had to check black chics that had never met me prior but yet were slandering me every which way for no reason. The most outrageous of them all was a female porn star that I admired prior to her BS. Claimed that I was lying (because she was not making any $$ because it was going up her nose) and I didn't have certain material items (again who told her what I made or had when I didnt know the broad), blah blah. When I did meet her I had to clarify if this was the 1st time we ever met. When she agreed it was I had to let it rip.

This I will not miss one bit! So anyone out there that wonders why I dont socialize this is a prime example and I dont even know who this broad on the phone is. So dont email me asking me to help you get started etc. My advice make friends with no one on the net !:)

Not Forgotten

Sorry everyone I am going to write tonight or tomorrow. Just trying to figure out how to structure it:) Stay tuned......................

Ok so I have been on several interviews and all have offered positions and they all have good and nad points. The job is something I can do solo but I would like to save myself from stumbling blindly so I may go with one of these offers that has a training program. On the flip-side the job is 100% commission so these programs are unpaid! So hmmmmm.

Can anyone explain to me why now, now that I want to fade away into the woodwork I am more recognizable than ever before? When I wanted that and craved that I couldnt get it! (Ironic isn't it) Now that I dont want to be bothered it happens to me on an every-other-day basis and most often in the least place I want to be seen! The trick is somehow to incorporate the new field with the celebrity to my advantage.

I am trying to learn everything I can about my new venture and have a mentor I am working with but I wonder if I would fare better if I was in a f/t training program but then again you still end up on your own anyway. Marketing is marketing whether its porn, pussy, or products!:) So I am just feeling my way I just dont want to make a wrong move you know.

On the love front,,.................................there is NOTHING!!!!!!! Nada, zip, zilch!!! Valentine's Day I went to dinner with a close friend but we are not exactly a full blown couple although we have been in the past. But it was just dinner and that's it. Boring huh?!!!! I tried to tell you.

I am actually trying to get another puppy. I am so in love with Cockapoos.I am looking for an all black male one that is really fluffy!!!!!

Sorry there isn't more to report other than my daily battle with whether to be Ayana or someone else!

I Not Only Passed But ......

Yippeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I not only passed I received the 2nd highest score on the test so real world here I come!!!!! I am almost debating on just saying goodbye and submerge myself full blown. It is kind of a 100% commission job and I think my background in marketing will serve me well. Plus I've been marketing myself for the last few years so its got to be easier than that, right?!(LOL!) Anyway I am so sleepy from class and there is some NFL (My Team didn't Make It To The Big Dance) Super Bowl party I may attend so I must catch a nap. I will add to this later!!!!!

Employment Search 2

Actually to answer a few questions.... at 1st I can say I was downright paranoid about being recognized. I have heard horror stories of black mail, back-stabbing co-workers etc, but I am currently in a class and should have my license next week in a market that I think my name will be my advantage and my former industry my target niche. I don't want to jinx myself but I feel really good about this. I even have someone that wants to mentor me and is fully aware of my background etc and they see the $$ signs too! So I may be all set very shortly!!! I think my name, and looks will be quite handy in this bus. And I know how to market myself so I think I am going to be better than ok in a few short months. As for being black as an issue for employment I've never had that problem. I have had job offers already but not anything I am really interested in or passionate about. Not to mention I may not have a lot on my resume but with the 2 degrees I can get an job for $50k easy but I need six figures and my own start and finish time. So for me its not a race issue. I live in Atlanta for God's sake!LOL! On a regular day I don't look physically any different than the rest of the local population. And no not real estate but somewhat related.

Someone asked if I feel that my time in the adult business would have been different had I been white. YES!!!! No question in my mind if i had the same fans, popularity, sales, etc everything being equal and me being white there is no doubt in my mind I would have been Vivid contract status, Playboy TV, magazines the whole nine. I may right a book on that one day but the industry is not equal. But hell reality lif is mnot equal so why should porn be any different. But I'm not bitter or anything its just reality.


But I will keep you all posted.

As for Super Bowl I am in my licensing class Sat-Sun this weekend so I'll be handling my business instead of hanging out this weekend. Gotta make sure I pass the test literally.

As for who wins........WHO CARES!!!!! If you want a pic Indianapolis. Not for Peyton but for Tony!!!!!!!

Also to my anonymous message poster do not keep me in suspense for too long:) Right now the field is wide open trust me!!! I am almost ready to cross over to Lesbianism for good so hurry!!

Employment

Hello Hello!!!
What a week this has been. I have been on job interviews all week and the more I go the more I recall why I got into this business in the 1st place(LOL)! There are so many employment scams its ridiculous!!! They advertise for one thing, call you for an interview, you go in and its something where you need the workbook for $99 and this and that etc., etc. Then let's not even talk about the big gap on my resume that I had to creatively fill:)LOL! Its rough out there. As much as I don't want to I may just cop out like the rest of the adult biz retirees and do real estate school. I really want to do pharmaceutical sales but that is like a secret society to get into.

Then let's not even talk about the paranoia I have about being recognized etc. uhhhhhh what a trap I have created for myself. But I will figure it out. The one thing I have is plenty of time!!!!


Let's see Super Bowl. Well I was all set to be in Florida but someone cancelled on me at the last hour so of course finding a hotel now is ridiculous. So I will be at home or maybe ESPN Zone (if I can get a table) for the game. I don't like either team but I guess I will pull for Dungee. He has had a rough couple of years and I think it will be good for him.

Well that's all for now!!!

January 20, 2007

Hello All!!

Big football weekend! The deciding weekend! Ok my pics..............New Orleans and Indianapolis. Yes that's right. I think that will be big, big for New Orleans and they need it! What a Cinderella story that would be. Yes I know its freezing in Chicago and they will be outdoors but they can and WILL pull it off. As for Indy its finally time for Tony Dungee. This is his year!!!!

On another note........I have had to cut one of the relationship future candidates:)! Yes I know but he had to go. Nothing major happened but it just became evident on a weekend trip to Jamaica that we were world's apart and it would be like having a child dealing with him on a lifetime basis. So alas, he had to go! One down 2 to go:)HAHA


I didn't attend the AVN Awards this year due to my retirement etc. But I here that I didn't miss much. The industry is on self-destruct mode. I mean of course porn will always sell but the market is way over-saturated. I here a lot of companies did not attend. A lot of the stars did not also. Then the moved the date and the host hotel. Not sure what that was all about. If anyone did attend what were your thoughts as compared to previous years. My friends say I didn't miss a thing this year and even the hall they held the show was a disaster. So apparently I have not made a bad decision there.

Well that's all for now......................but bet on NOLA!

MY SPACE

Ok personally I am not a fan of My Spae don't see the point. But there are 3 Ayana profiles on my space and only 1 is me. This is my My Space Page:

http://www.myspace.com/ayanaangelatl

The others are imposters but I do not log in to my page almost ever. Not into the whole 'My Space' craze at all. Sorry folks:)!

I saw a comment that said the one impersonating me they bet is making lots of $$ on myspace. But how do you make $$ on Myspace? All their website info/blog etc points back to my actual site. So if that poster could explain thanks!!

Happy New Year!!!!!

hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had a absolute blast in Jamaica. I swear if I could I would have a second home there. I am already going back in March. We went to Montego Bay, Kingston, and Ocho Rios. All night concerts, waterfalls, the whole nine! I didn't want to return at all!!!

But here I am.

New Year's Resolutions. Sorry to say but this is it. I am officially retired from videos so you will only be able to catch new clips and pics here!!!!!

As for seeing clients this is also it and it won't even be a full year so if anyone is on the fence now is the time because it won't be long at all!!!

Its just time. I am finally willing and able to roll the dice on a few things and one thing about adult entertainment its not going anywhere I can recapture my piece of the pie at any time so I am ready to venture out:)!

Now what the hell happened in the NFL while I was gone?? Dallas loses, Giants lose? Atlanta cans Mora, what is the world coming to?

For those who are wondering I am absolutely elated that Nick SATAN left. Somone just turned me on to this site: http://geauxtohellsaban.com/ Hilarious!!!! I am only sad that Miami thinks they lost something. They should have fired him!! He sucked and his wife never like South Florida let him go and be happy. He killed that team for at least the next 2years with that stupid QB-pick and letting Ricki come back and waste everyone's time.

As for the Falcons. I liked Mora. I don't think the Falcons issues came from him. They had bad acquisitions in several departments that all created a perfect storm this season and its not really his fault. Now Patrino or is that his name...? I don't know anything about so its too early to say. If he cleans house completely on the offensive coordinator side and the receivers side I am on board with him 100%.


As for who is left in the playoffs. I like San Diego, New Orleans, and Baltimore. But I don't get how New England manages to pull it off year after year!!! Its mind-boggling!


Let's see on the relationship front by the end of this year I will be living with one of three people guaranteed and married in 2008/2009. I know that's a shocker for the free-world. HaHa!!!!!!!!

Anyone else have some New Year's resolutions they want to share????


I wish everyone a prosperous and safe year!!!


Ayana

Happy Holidays & Week 16

Happy Holidays!!!!!!!!

Hello, hello, Hello!!!!!!


As we speak I am in Destin, FL maxing and relaxing, off to Miami for Christmas Eve and Day and then to sunny Jamaica the day after Christmas until NYE. I can’t wait. I need a vacation in a big way!!!!! I have been to Jamaica like 10 times but I have a blast every time. Can’t wait to get some jerk pork and Oxtail!!!!!! My mouth is wateringJ


No major plans for NYE. Last year I didn’t do much either. I think just dinner and then passed out before the New Year. This year I will just be getting in from Jamaica to Miami on NYE so I doubt I will make it to see the ball, orange, or peach dropJ! I will try to get my New Year’s Resolutions up soon too.

On a completely off-subject has anyone seen the movie Apocolypto???? OMG, I was shook for the rest of the night on that one!!!! It is a MUST SEE!!!! MUST SEE!!!!!!! Mel definitely needs an award for that one!!

On the love scene…………………….no news is good news!!!!J

Week 16……………………..;Let’s Get It!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Kansas City at Oakland
Who really, really, cares? O.k., o.k., ………………………Kansas City must win before Herm gets fired!!!J

Baltimore at Pittsburgh
Ok we all know Baltimore needs to win here and that they will!!!!

3.Carolina at Atlanta
Ok now on any given Sunday both of these teams look like crap and often look great. Which team will show up to play? Since it’s a local rivalry almost as big as the Saints. I am hoping that superglue is on the tips of the gloves of Mr Jenkins and Mr. White. Plus ATL has to win all their games to Keep Hope Alive!!!!! Atlanta wins!

4.Chicago at Detroit
Hmm this is too easy even for me…………………….Chicago wins!!!! Detorit can only win if Chicago no-showsJHAHA

5. Indianapolis at Houston
Another no-brainer. Unless Peyton is crippled I don’t see then losing here. Indianapolis wins!



6. New England at Jacksonville
Everyone knows my loyalty lies with #99. Fellow Cancerian and good friendJ Shout out to Stroud don’t worry we’ll be in Hawaii next year baby! Jacksonville wins!

7. New Orleans at N.Y. Giants
I still have a bad taste in my mouth for some Giants (although my phone still rings he gets the Ignore button) so I must go with the Saints to win here! Although I may need to check my wildcard info. I may be rooting for the wrong team in terms of Falcons)

8. Tampa Bay at Cleveland
Another who really give a sh**, but I must make a pick so here goes…………hmmm Tampa wins here!

9. Tennessee at Buffalo
I love Vince and I think he will be great, great rather soon! Titans win!

10. Washington at St. Louis
Again who really, really, really????? O.k., o.k. I must say C.P. is rather stunning although extremely short but Redskins win (or they need to)!!

11. Arizona at San Francisco
Both losers in my eyes but Matty has a really nice head full of hair. Arizona wins!!

12. Cincinnati at Denver
You already know…..Ocho-Cinco, Baby!!!! Although this is not going to be easy as Champ has it out for the Bengals and they are playing in that ‘torrential snow-pour’!!! Bengals win!!

13. San Diego at Seattle
Love me some L.T. and if I were rich I would move to S.D. great city!!!! Plus has anyone even heard from Seattle this season? What a difference a year makes! San Diego wins!

14. Philadelphia at Dallas
This is the must watch game I will plan my X-mas dinner around. I think by 5pm I should be on round 2 dinner wise! But I hope T.O. stomps on Philly. They deserve it. And it’s a double wammy with Garcia as the Q.B.!! Talk about cutting tension with a knife!!!! Dallas wins!

15. N.Y. Jets at Miami
Since I will be in Miami and I love the Dolphins I must remain faithful!!!!!! Although the Jets never go quietly……….Miami wins!!