Now that college story is strange and I personally don't watch porn in groups with other women. Just not a turn on. If I am watching I am either just reviewing the movie or it is a preview to my own personal private 'real-life' scene:)!
One thing I have learned over the years as far as relationships go is to keep things private. He knows and no he is not married but I just don't want too many issues to arise. Its a difficult enough to accept as it is without all the nay-sayers dropping nay-says, ya know!:)
Actually my last long-term relationship was with a regular guy and he broke my heart. I find that they can not handle the comments from friend etc even if I was absolutely everything they dreamed of and more. I went out of my way to make sure he was taken care of and never felt neglected etc and one day his friend decided to have him read reviews and all of a sudden he did a complete 360 when it was 'I love you' just a few weeks before. I was angry, hurt, etc and still am so I am more than cautious nowadays when it come to relationships.
People have me all wrong. Cancers in general are family oriented nurturing people. I can not even tell you the last time I went out to a club (when it wasn't a paid appearance). I have been in Atlanta since Fri and I think I have left the house maybe 3 times. One to the gym, the grocery store and target. I usually spend Sat and Sun doing laundry, working out, and cooking for the week. I would love a regular guy that would accept me as is, support me in whatever it is I do or don't do, and be financially stable enough that if I need help now and then its not an issue. I am not seeking a sugar daddy although it would be nice just someone with at least a 6fig salary, open mind socially and sexually, over the age of 32 and pleasing on the eye. Is that too much to ask?:)
In the meantime I am trying out a new Blogcast that will notify subscribers when I update my blog. All you have to do is click on the link and subscribe http://feeds.feedburner.com/AyanaAngelsBlog
Let me know how it works for you. Also any other topics anyone would like to bring up feel free! Notice i am skipping right over week 3 in the NFL for now:) HAHA
Ayana
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You deserve better Ayana, any man who wants you for the person you really are would accept you as you are and for who you really are. If he cares for you dam what the nay sayers, say. When his image is more important than the woman he may love, don't you question that? What you need is a man who will love you according to the standards of God. Because, God loves us all despite the sinners we are, he's the only nay sayer who should have anything to say, but yet he doesn't judge. May I ask, do you see kids in your future? Wait on God Ayana, keep your faith and know that you will be blessed with someone who really loves you and when that someone comes along, you will look back and see that all the others were fakers.
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