Not Forgotten

Sorry everyone I am going to write tonight or tomorrow. Just trying to figure out how to structure it:) Stay tuned......................

Ok so I have been on several interviews and all have offered positions and they all have good and nad points. The job is something I can do solo but I would like to save myself from stumbling blindly so I may go with one of these offers that has a training program. On the flip-side the job is 100% commission so these programs are unpaid! So hmmmmm.

Can anyone explain to me why now, now that I want to fade away into the woodwork I am more recognizable than ever before? When I wanted that and craved that I couldnt get it! (Ironic isn't it) Now that I dont want to be bothered it happens to me on an every-other-day basis and most often in the least place I want to be seen! The trick is somehow to incorporate the new field with the celebrity to my advantage.

I am trying to learn everything I can about my new venture and have a mentor I am working with but I wonder if I would fare better if I was in a f/t training program but then again you still end up on your own anyway. Marketing is marketing whether its porn, pussy, or products!:) So I am just feeling my way I just dont want to make a wrong move you know.

On the love front,,.................................there is NOTHING!!!!!!! Nada, zip, zilch!!! Valentine's Day I went to dinner with a close friend but we are not exactly a full blown couple although we have been in the past. But it was just dinner and that's it. Boring huh?!!!! I tried to tell you.

I am actually trying to get another puppy. I am so in love with Cockapoos.I am looking for an all black male one that is really fluffy!!!!!

Sorry there isn't more to report other than my daily battle with whether to be Ayana or someone else!