Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Employment Search 2

Actually to answer a few questions.... at 1st I can say I was downright paranoid about being recognized. I have heard horror stories of black mail, back-stabbing co-workers etc, but I am currently in a class and should have my license next week in a market that I think my name will be my advantage and my former industry my target niche. I don't want to jinx myself but I feel really good about this. I even have someone that wants to mentor me and is fully aware of my background etc and they see the $$ signs too! So I may be all set very shortly!!! I think my name, and looks will be quite handy in this bus. And I know how to market myself so I think I am going to be better than ok in a few short months. As for being black as an issue for employment I've never had that problem. I have had job offers already but not anything I am really interested in or passionate about. Not to mention I may not have a lot on my resume but with the 2 degrees I can get an job for $50k easy but I need six figures and my own start and finish time. So for me its not a race issue. I live in Atlanta for God's sake!LOL! On a regular day I don't look physically any different than the rest of the local population. And no not real estate but somewhat related.

Someone asked if I feel that my time in the adult business would have been different had I been white. YES!!!! No question in my mind if i had the same fans, popularity, sales, etc everything being equal and me being white there is no doubt in my mind I would have been Vivid contract status, Playboy TV, magazines the whole nine. I may right a book on that one day but the industry is not equal. But hell reality lif is mnot equal so why should porn be any different. But I'm not bitter or anything its just reality.


But I will keep you all posted.

As for Super Bowl I am in my licensing class Sat-Sun this weekend so I'll be handling my business instead of hanging out this weekend. Gotta make sure I pass the test literally.

As for who wins........WHO CARES!!!!! If you want a pic Indianapolis. Not for Peyton but for Tony!!!!!!!

Also to my anonymous message poster do not keep me in suspense for too long:) Right now the field is wide open trust me!!! I am almost ready to cross over to Lesbianism for good so hurry!!