Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Employment Search 2

Actually to answer a few questions.... at 1st I can say I was downright paranoid about being recognized. I have heard horror stories of black mail, back-stabbing co-workers etc, but I am currently in a class and should have my license next week in a market that I think my name will be my advantage and my former industry my target niche. I don't want to jinx myself but I feel really good about this. I even have someone that wants to mentor me and is fully aware of my background etc and they see the $$ signs too! So I may be all set very shortly!!! I think my name, and looks will be quite handy in this bus. And I know how to market myself so I think I am going to be better than ok in a few short months. As for being black as an issue for employment I've never had that problem. I have had job offers already but not anything I am really interested in or passionate about. Not to mention I may not have a lot on my resume but with the 2 degrees I can get an job for $50k easy but I need six figures and my own start and finish time. So for me its not a race issue. I live in Atlanta for God's sake!LOL! On a regular day I don't look physically any different than the rest of the local population. And no not real estate but somewhat related.

Someone asked if I feel that my time in the adult business would have been different had I been white. YES!!!! No question in my mind if i had the same fans, popularity, sales, etc everything being equal and me being white there is no doubt in my mind I would have been Vivid contract status, Playboy TV, magazines the whole nine. I may right a book on that one day but the industry is not equal. But hell reality lif is mnot equal so why should porn be any different. But I'm not bitter or anything its just reality.


But I will keep you all posted.

As for Super Bowl I am in my licensing class Sat-Sun this weekend so I'll be handling my business instead of hanging out this weekend. Gotta make sure I pass the test literally.

As for who wins........WHO CARES!!!!! If you want a pic Indianapolis. Not for Peyton but for Tony!!!!!!!

Also to my anonymous message poster do not keep me in suspense for too long:) Right now the field is wide open trust me!!! I am almost ready to cross over to Lesbianism for good so hurry!!

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Do you think your experience in the adult industry could have been more positive and more of a success if you were white.

Anonymous said...

so what type of business are you getting your license in? sounds like real estate to me, but I thought you said that you would not do that. Just curious I guess.

Anonymous said...

I'm glad to hear you found something you like and will work out for you.Good luck on your upcoming test.Take Care

Brayja said...

I hope you pass whatever test you are studying for. Would you ever consider having a Sugar Daddy or have you ever had a Sugar Daddy. If not, I would like to be your first. Are you still doing tours? Are have you completely left the business? Hopefully, I will get my wish of you touring my city before you quit the business for good, I know I'm selfish, but I do wish you well.

hottnspicy said...

Hi,Ayana! It's been a long while since we've chatted on yahoo(read my blog and u'll know exactly who I am)and I hope all is well with u. I must say that u are such a sweet lady and that u should have no problem reaching your 2008 goal of marriage (or lesbianism). lol A friend of mine recently told me that I was gay, but just never explored it to the fullest, and that sometimes I have gay days and sometimes i have str8 days. I wanted to ask u your perspective on the whole bi-sexual lifestyle. Also, what kind of woman do u think could steal your heart?