Updates!!!

Hi there soooooooooooooooo sorry I have been out of the loop trying to get it together you know. I am quite happy, elated even with the way things are going. Its nice to have to use yoru brain every once in awhile you know. I am really excited about my exit strategy and what the future holds.

I realize I must be on the right track, either that or there is a free HATER-AIDE give-away!!!:) I even had someone e-mail me that I can never do anything else and that I need to 'stop putting' on airs. Wow. I know most that have an issue with me don't believe I could have ever done anything else but perhaps the fact that I did go to college and grad school before I did any of this is always what set me apart. I can actually hold a conversation outside of "uh, uh, uh Ahhh"!! I am not really upset at the hate mail, it makes me laugh now even harder. I don't get why people that have such negativity are so moved by my comings and goings. Who knows, who cares!!!! I do not think I am better than anyone in fact I know that I am not. But I am smart enough to make MY OWN decision to move on. Nothing against those still doing whatever it is that works for them but it wasn't working for me. I just moved on to the next episode that's it and thank God its on my terms and not a forced situation. Like Kenny Rogers said,...."YOU GOTTA KNOW WHEN TO FOLD THEM, KNOW WHEN TO WALK AWAY"....you know the rest.:)

Unfortunately for you sports fans, I am not a basketball or baseball fan really. I tend to watch the final four, and the NBA playoffs, but can't sit through a whole baseball game. BORING!!!!!! So you won't get any educated picks from me on those sports. I think they make a ridiculous amount of $$ and some of there whining just amazes me.......and makes me sick:)

Love??????? No news is good news. I am working on career right now so actually having to show my face somewhere and do work with regularity, frankly makes me tired. I end up falling out around 8:30 so no energy level for drinks, dinner, etc until I get on my own time. About 2 more weeks to go!!!

But that is all for now just wanted to give you an update and thanks to all the well wishers that helps me get out of bed every day!!!!!

Love,
Ayana