Thursday, January 25, 2007

Employment

Hello Hello!!!
What a week this has been. I have been on job interviews all week and the more I go the more I recall why I got into this business in the 1st place(LOL)! There are so many employment scams its ridiculous!!! They advertise for one thing, call you for an interview, you go in and its something where you need the workbook for $99 and this and that etc., etc. Then let's not even talk about the big gap on my resume that I had to creatively fill:)LOL! Its rough out there. As much as I don't want to I may just cop out like the rest of the adult biz retirees and do real estate school. I really want to do pharmaceutical sales but that is like a secret society to get into.

Then let's not even talk about the paranoia I have about being recognized etc. uhhhhhh what a trap I have created for myself. But I will figure it out. The one thing I have is plenty of time!!!!


Let's see Super Bowl. Well I was all set to be in Florida but someone cancelled on me at the last hour so of course finding a hotel now is ridiculous. So I will be at home or maybe ESPN Zone (if I can get a table) for the game. I don't like either team but I guess I will pull for Dungee. He has had a rough couple of years and I think it will be good for him.

Well that's all for now!!!
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4 comments:

Brayja said...

Don't give up, Ayana. It will take some time to find a job that's right for you. But, also realize your celebrity may serve in favor, so don't deny if you are recognized. Everyone deserves a chance despite their past. I think you will be okay, don't tell anyone I said this, trust in God and he will provide, okay enough of that. Don't knock Real Estate it can be a very pleasant career for you, I know I wouldn't be able to resist buying from you if you were my agent. Keep your head up, your a survivor. I agree Dungy is very deserving of a title, I hope he gets it this year. I'll make you the same offer I always make, you are welcome to come live with me I have plenty of space on my side of the house, I don't think my wife would mind as long as you stay on the upper level when she is home (LoL)

9:32 AM
Anonymous said...

Being a housewife is a job also, sometimes more demanding than having a regular job. Do you think you could handle the role of housewife, without getting bored, better yet would you take on the role of housewife? I know you pretty well and although you have a wonderful spirit and a great persona about you, there is also an adventurous side to you that makes me feel you would be left to feel as if you're missing out on something. If a man loves you and can provide you with love and financial security, but wants you to be a home provider, can you be that woman for him, that is if you love him, also? Sometimes everything you want is right under your nose, but being unwilling to compromise can keep you from seeing it. Are you willing or wanting enough to meet half way and compromise some of your dreams.

1:23 PM
Anonymous said...

Ayana, I think you should look for work in television. With your bubbly personality, I think you would be perfect for the tube. I believe you could pull if off if you go at it full fledge.

6:59 PM
Anonymous said...

Do you think your search for employment will be hampered by not only the fact that you use to be a porn star, but more so by the fact that you are black. I know it's hard for blacks but don't you think your physical appearance will play a big part in getting hired by potential employers. I'd suggest you use that to your advantage.

1:17 PM

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