Happy New Year Everyone!!!!!!
Sorry I have been MIA. I was on and off and on vacation again!!! I went all out this year for Christmas and decorated the house in and outside and gave everyone a gift or tip. Hell even the mailman!!! My 2 dogs even had stockings.
Now we said we would re-visit the video issue in Jan. And here we are. I am still holding out. I don't think its in me anymore. The only time I really think of doing them is when I see new box covers etc etc. So sorry still no come back as of now. Pics yes so look to see some of those soon!
I am back on the job search and one thing about it the phone rings contantly but trying to weed through BS for an actual career opportunity is like .......uhhhhh. So I vow to do 2 interviews a week and spend 30 min/day either sending resumes or answering calls etc etc and by the end of Feb if I am still jobless I think I will just get my insurance license and hopefully ride off into the sunset.
On the romantic tip I did give someone the time of day and things are going smoothly. So who knows. Right now we are just dating but he fits all my requirements and we have lots of fun etc when we are together so we'll see.....
On the football front went to the Orange Bowl last night. Wow the excitement of it all. I went for VT but they sucked the entire game. I didn't see the final stats but I saw at least 5 sacs by Kansas in the 1st 1/2! How did they get to the Orange Bowl.
The Falcons are cursed indefinitely. Parcells is cleaning house, which I don't agree with. Its not Cam's fault. They haven't had a winning season since they let Jimmy Johnson go. And they never will until they get a QB and cut dead weight like the weed head they can't seem to lose.
I have my Randy Moss and my T.O. jersey ready. That is my hope and prediction. If it comes true I will just cheer for the 81s. Ha
But all in all things are good. Learning to make time for family and friends and just overall more comfortable with life on a day to day basis. So who knows what will or won't happen but I am not too stressed about it!!!!!!
Happy New Year!
P.S. Why is everyone always looking "for the arrogance" in what I say. Anyone that really knows me knows better. I bend over backwards for ture friends and will give them my last anytime. That statement where I decided "to give someone the time of day" was testament to the fact that I was NOT doing relationships. Not that I am too arrogant to give people the time. Come on people!!!!
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Happy New years!
Job hunting sucks,doesn't it? Ayana,instead of looking for some boring 9 to 5 gig,why not start your own adult video production company? Think about it?
You can make tons of cash!
You can work behind camera and protect your idenity if you so desire!
You can influence the porn industry in the manner that you see fit.Remember when you said you didn't like the current crop of talent that was comming into the industry? Well,you would get the final say on who appeared in your videos.
You can help the vunerable young girls who are just getting into the biz.
It's something to think about...
Ayana, Ayana, why not give us what we all want (well what I want)(LOL). Face it your performances are great, I have seen a bad scene with you in it yet. I know I'm sounding selfish but I would love to see you in new videos. Be honest you do sort of miss it and you know your popularity will be greater when you are back. I think I see you more now then I did when you were actually making videos. I particular would love to see you do a girl, girl scene with Pinky, I think that would be so HOT! But even if you don't go back, we will still love and remember you. Congrats on the new relationship. Please don't jinx the cowboys with you picks (LOL). Have a great new year.
Ayana,
Reach for the heavens for what else is heaven for.........
This above all - to thine own self be true . . . -Shakespeare
Tom White
Miami
Very happy you had a good holiday season. I would love to see you back doing porn video. Happy you are in a relationship, but your arrogance shows the way you lead into the statement " I did give someone the time of day ". that should make that person feel good about themselves, but at lease you cleaned it up in the statement that followed. I hope everything works out well for you in your new and developing relationship. Question? You are well embedded in the adult industry, why not continue to make it work for you, your still gorgeous, maybe you could live the regular life after you reach your 40's. No matter what you decide, I'll continue to be a big fan.
Hey, Ayana! Happy New Year! I'm happy to see you are posting blogs again. What happen why are you back in the job market? Just so you know you are missed in the adult video industry, mainly by me. On the comment about you being arrogant, I think it may be your writing style more than your personality. I only say so because at times in your postings, you have made it seem as though a man has to be Jesus right hand man to get with you. Smile! I think you are wonderful, I know you have a great personality and I also know you are a woman, so that alone gives you the right to be picky.... Ha Ha! Well, I just wanted to say " Hello " and Congratulations on your new relationship. Just so you know, if this one doesn't work, I'm putting myself next on the list. Goodluck, Love you, Ayana!
HAPPY NEW YEARS! Cowboys vs. Pats, and Pats make history at 19-0!!! I love seeing history in the making, along with true greatness! Which brings me to you, as of right now I would have to rank you #1 in the game overrall, be it your impeccable style, elegance, taste, sex apeal, and just the overrall fact that your one of the few porn stars i'd actually date for real. But as I look over your carreer if you were to call it quits, i'd have to say you were sort of like the Dominique Wilkins or Warren Moon of porn. Great career, definite superstar, and hall of famer, but no ring or MVP. You should definitely start your own company and be basically running shit! So stop it with the retirement talk, cuz as a fan you've got holes in your resume. No gang bangs, no real extreme scene, and no shockers amongst your performances. Everythings been safe, calculated, beautifully spectacular, and somewhat predictable. In this NEW year, I would love a girl-girl w/ Pinky, an interacial gang bang, and an extreme scene for a change. You've never really pushed the envelope or stepped out the box! Until then, I say extremely good career, get ya money up, millionaire status, for Da Angel Ayana Love!
Love,
Scorpio
P.S: I'm in the insurance, and real estate industries, and your professionalism is impeccable. Could only see you doing what you do best though and that's probably run your own shit, and build your own real estate/ insurance comp. like myself. Triple threat for sho!!!
P.S: I'm in the insurance, and real estate industries, and your professionalism is impeccable. Could only see you doing what you do best though and that's probably run your own shit, and build your own real estate/ insurance comp. like myself. Triple threat for sho!!!
First off, Happy New Year...
Good luck on the job front. If you're still in the Atlanta area and looking, I know what level of difficulty is presented, as the market is not on point here right now. If you dont have a job already, it seems that its most difficult to find something that doesnt completely insult your intelligence (or bank account) with their meager offers.
Now, to touch on the other issue...I personally think that if you absolutely MUST go back into the industry, you should put your money towards working behind the scenes in production and helping the new "crop" of talent do the things that YOU think the industry is missing. IMO, anyone who tells you that you need to be BACK ON FILMS clearly doesnt have your best interests at heart and are only thinking about their own sexuality and not any fibers of YOUR well being.
As a grown woman of sound min, Im sure that you will do what you want to do...but I never understood the real purpose behind someone leaving an industry and rolling back into it if their purpose for leaving in the first place was sincere.I think that there are only a few intelligent (black) women in the industry...in MY humble opinion, you were one of them. I think that there are so many things that you could do or that are worth trying and they dont have to be in the adult industry. Again, thats just my two cents.
Good luck in whatever you choose.
Speaking for all male fans here, towards both of the vivacious vixens here on the blog, first off to Da Angel Ayana Love and secondly to the most inteligent, lovely and desirable Jia (formerly Kina Kara, I am a fan of yours as well). I admit I am selfish, and to be totally honest I would love to see both of you work again! Why condemn an industry that gave the platform for you to basically pimp yourselves as in my opinion, professional porn stars? For every Superhead that's not writing books and doing it for free getting kicked out of hotel rooms and broke off by da pimp hand? I honestly have respect for all porn stars whom have taken something they have a passion for and made something outta what could've been used, taken advantage of, and abused. I'm actually, proud of a sista like you Jia who've utilized your platform to bring a true representation of intelectual women bringing both allure and lust out of a man like myself! Inteligence is a turn on and, when I saw your responses on youtube to various issues, I sensed a true sincerity which represented the heart of a people. Your right, but hey, please understand, it is what it is, and the industry is only what the people in it make it! Don't expect $10,000 from a music company for a vid, or even a porn publication when your doing something you've done before, with the same guy on a different film!!! Don't expect, to be given higher pay rates in an industry where there's a stripper out there who could use the pay raise and notoriety for her shows. Maybe you two can partner up as women along with Cherokee, Pinky and Beauty, and become something like the Golden Boy Promotions of porn.
Sincerely,
Scorpio
P.S: Are you still in the industry Ms. Jia?
And damn, between you and Jia, I think I'd be best suited to go ahead, and actually fantasize about that first manage!(Just kidding) I just always had a thing for those cancer women,.... well.. they always had a thing for me too. Kinda had to keep a distance though, because it was always something will serious emotions that could get involved rather quickly. Crazy story, but you ladies know how calculating, security cautious, and defensive of your emotions when it comes to those guys you need to stay away from but can't quite get your mind off us? Yeah... that's what i'm talking about. Oh, and Pats all the way, Jessica's like Eve to Romo's Adam, and the Giants to beat the Pack!
I am happy for you Ayana. I hope this guy you are dating treats you with love and respect:).
No Im not doing movies anymore and have absolutely zero desire to get back involved with it. Im hoping that Ayana does the same thing. Shes one of the first ladies that reached out to me when I got in...answering all my questions and telling me what to and not to do. I respect the hell out of her for that. I know firsthand how smart she is....shes extremely intelligent and I think that she can go far in whatever she chooses. Now if a genuine love for porn is there on HER part, then hey...we have no choice but to support it. But I wouldnt say what I said if I didnt respect her. Ayana is a Cancer just like me...and I think thats why I became so fond of her.
Let me get off my high horse...I just hope that she will consider something...anything else. Yes, shes great as a performer....but you cant perform forever..somewhere, somehow...shes gotta use that mind of hers that I KNOW she has.
Just my two cents...doesnt always amount to much.
Thank you for your compliments though.
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