Oh no. His friends etc know and we go out together in public etc. I meant I am just not getting too much into detail and don't want any outside comments to create any issues. Kind of like the media frenzy that would erupt if T.O. and I were to be dating. (haha) As a matter of fact we were all out last night in ATL since its a by week this week for them. Trust me I know the rules on that one. If you don't meet their friends/family its likely because you are not the one! My mom taught me that:). But really we aren't exclusive or anything at the moment. I think I am jaded from the last episode.
Your co-worker may be right:)! I have forced myself to start dating now so I dont get too attached to anyone person and although they all get on my nerves (some more than others) there are good points in each that in a perfect world I could use to create my very own perfect man:).
Let's see off to L.A. all next week to do my last run as a porn star. So hopefully things will go smoothly. There is even an orgy scene lined up.
Here's a thought can anyone believe I held onto the classifieds from Sun and actually looked through them!!!!! I don't know I may definitely be getting softer in my old age! I don't think this guy has anything to do with it either in case you were speculating. I think my wants, and needs have just shifted and gotten much simpler and I enjoy being at home lot now! What happened who knows. Maybe I am having the I am 30 episode. Ha Ha.
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I wish you were dating Terrell Owens, that would mean you would visit Dallas more and maybe just maybe, I would get to meet you, privately. Why don't you tour Dallas? Did you have a bad experience? Any who, I think your growing up and understanding that life is more than just a good time, you lived it, now it's time for you to really live, normal that is. I really believe if this guy (giant) who your dating wants to be with you for the long term, your recent change in your life can only help to make things better for the two of you, unless he wants the naughty girl. I wish you well! Please, Please, Please, tour Dallas, I want the pleasure of meeting you. Buh Bye!
Ayana, you have something more special than your sexual side. I had the pleasure of meeting you a couple of years ago. I had just ended a 16 year relationship, and you made it so easy for me, because you knew just what to do and say to ease my anxiety, I'll never forget that experience, because it was your good nature which capture my heart. You are such a good person, people tend to lose sight of that because of the industry you are in. The one thing I always remember most about you is how beautiful of a spirit you have. I'm almost certain your giant friend, knows this wonderful thing about you and hopefully, he will not let public opinion sway his decision about the future of the relationship. But, if he does too bad for him and may whoever choose to let you make them happy, accept everything about you and let the kind, loving person you are be the determining factor in having a relationship with you. I bet you must meet lots of guys who make the claim of wanting you and then change when the pressure is on. Don't let those fakers change you, stay the beautiful inner person you are. By the way after meeting you things change for me, for the better. I didn't know I had it in me to please a woman, until you showed me a few tips in oral statisfaction and sensuality. Thank you, Ayana!
Perfect man, Wow! I didn't know that exist. How hard is it really for you to meet a man who would want to be with you for you? When you meet a man who isn't aware of who you are, how long do you wait before telling him that you are a superstar porn actress? When you meet a man who is aware of who you are, how do you determine if he wants you for who you are or for what you do? I bet it must be a real complicated thing for you. Do you ever get involed with guys in the porn industry? How should a guy deal with the fact that a girl who he really likes is a porn star, especially if he has a successful open to the public career. I'm not trying to be rude when I ask can you deal with the pressure that comes from nay-sayers and all others who choose to comment on your relationship? You must admit that this giant you are dating has to be very discreet, especially now with NFL teams cracking down on certain behaviors. What would happen if he were to be traded to the Minnesota Vikings who have stricken their rules after the cruise boat incident. Many teams have implemented policies warning guys not to participate or be around certain atmosphere such as strip clubs, etc... I wish you well Ayana, but, to be honest with you I couldn't see a long term relationship with you and this NY Giant, while he is still a part of the NFL. I hope you don't get disappointed again, besides you can stand on your own, just like you have been.
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